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When I'm saving money, being kind and considerate, working hard and eating healthy something feels wrong. It's not exactly boredom. It's a desire to fuck things up.

My childhood involved a lot of moving around, constantly leaving friends behind when my parents got new jobs, finding new places to live, then later in life I continued the chaos with sex, drugs and drinking. Stints in rehab, constantly looking for a new job because I'd fucked up the old one, a new place to live after something went wrong at home. The chaos feels normal.

It's like "call of the void" but with my life rather than a single moment. And it's constant. I even have nightmares when things are going well. My brain doesn't know how to be happy.

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The duty of a moderator is to protect vulnerable people. That's it. Their personal opinions are not relevant to a discussion, and in most cases should not be included. Many moderators abuse their privilege to push personal bias on people and "get the last word", and in my opinion this should be grounds for immediate removal.