(i ripped this off wikipedia real fast so sorry if it's lib)
In October 1776, the Public Universal Friend contracted an epidemic disease and was bedridden and near death with a high fever. Their family summoned a doctor from Attleboro, six miles away, and neighbors kept up a death-watch at night. The fever broke after several days. The Friend later reported that [deadname redacted] had died, receiving revelations from God through two archangels who proclaimed there was "Room, Room, Room, in the many Mansions of eternal glory for Thee and for everyone". The Friend further said that [deadname redacted]'s soul had ascended to heaven and the body had been reanimated with a new spirit charged by God with preaching his word, that of the "Publick Universal Friend", describing that name in the words of Isaiah 62:2 as "a new name which the mouth of the Lord hath named".
From that time on, the Friend refused to answer to their deadname, ignoring or chastising those who insisted on using it. When visitors asked if it was the name of the person they were addressing, the Friend simply quoted Luke 23:3 ("thou sayest it"). Identifying as neither male nor female, the Friend asked not to be referred to with gendered pronouns. Followers respected these wishes; they referred only to "the Public Universal Friend" or short forms such as "the Friend" or "P.U.F.", and many avoided gender-specific pronouns even in private diaries. When someone asked if the Friend was male or female, the preacher replied "I am that I am", saying the same thing to a man who criticized the Friend's manner of dress (adding, in the latter case, "there is nothing indecent or improper in my dress or appearance; I am not accountable to mortals").
editorial note: I think this is a very cool story and I really love hearing it. We've been around forever and we've been doing variations of this forever. It's really beautiful
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same!
and definitely a great attitude to have. at least i know my rate of inflicting damage on this vessel has slowed down in more recent years (did most of my worst disordered drinking from the age of 16-22 or so...) so things are looking up!
I feel that very hard, I get resentful a lot of the time because I've done so much work to abuse substances less, don't do hard drugs and drink 3x/week anymore, even working on quitting weed recently... but I'm more or less still miserable a lot of the time. i have chronic MDD, I'm used to it for better or worse. like, I'm sure it will pay dividends physiologically in the long term but sometimes I get in a really bad mood and I'm like what was the point of all that yknow
it's the right mindset and I'm thankfully able to channel it most of the time these days! it just comes under pressure when I'm in a real doomer mood which unfortunately isn't so infrequent. still doing better than ever with all that self destructive stuff though