I don't have it in me to play touhou in a major way but watching someone else go for subterranean animism 1cc is thrilling. game's fucked!
i haven't done that one yet, i keep taking month long breaks between tries at mountain of faith and losing all my muscle memory
Is crying in dating profile pictures still a faux pas? Or is it basically a normie filter and leaving only the cool people?
If I am not constantly dysphoric or euphoric I start to feel like I’m not trans. It always comes back. But it also always feels like I’m finally “over” it.
Dysphoria stuff
I felt like this all afternoon yesterday. I was dysphoric at work the whole day. Hating how I have to wear this dark, drab uniform that is 100% blue collar masc. Hating how every single woman looks at me like I'm a threat. Anxious in every male space because I definitely feel like I don't belong. Spending my free time looking at outfits, doing voice stuff, coming out to another close friend, and browsing stuff here.
Then I got home and felt like an idiot. Like I'm making it all up. Telling myself I had a pretty normal cis day at work, when I know for a fact that I didn't. Telling myself I'm an imposter invading queer spaces when I don't belong. Feeling like I'll be over this all in a few days so I'm being silly induldging in it.
Then I got out of boy mode, and had one of the best nights I've ever had with my husband.
So I'm pretty new with all of this, but I think feeling like you're not trans is dysphoria too. 
I switched to a safety razor because I was tired of spending a fortune on cartridges, and after my first shave with it my legs feel just incredibly smooth, but they are also bleeding from like 4 different places.
my new position at work is basically the equivilent of doing hardcore bodyweight exercise for 8 to 9 hrs a day.
so yeah cool i should be able to get paid to get my stats perfect for whatever intake process i start in the next 6 to 12 mos assuming my state doesn't go full fash
not cool is i can already feel the testosterone starting to flood back in. thinking about getting on an oral hair loss drug (anyone ever tried one of those 15 minute online doctors?) because i know once i start doing intense muscle workouts my hair starts trying to run off.
how well does the oral med work? heard it may actually bring back the old hair line
new unjust depths chapter just dropped and i am getting everything i want forever.
spoiler
homa and elena are having feelings! shalikova and maryam are having a nice time at the arcade with shalikova's rival! and then... cliffhangers
Can someone tell me whythe IEEE1394 Fiewire logo is just a stealth cyberpunk version of the trans symbol, ty.
I'm afraid I'm going to be stuck in-between phases forever... I was lucky enough to have work insurance to get stage one done but I lost my job and I haven't been able to get another one that offers insurance. I feel like a freak, I'm starting to not want to be naked with my husband anymore either. It's been a year since stage one, stage 2 was supposed to be 6 months after... I don't know what to do. Hundreds of applications, declined by all of them.
When you say stage 1 and stage 2 are these in reference to surgeries? I'm so sorry you're going through this
I could use a little advice from other transfems here. So like, pre-transition, I did a lot of lifting. I'm not huge by any stretch but I have an athletic, inverted triangle body. Like, your classic "masculine" kinda thing, semi large pecs, semi large biceps, all that stuff. For the past 2 months when on HRT I haven't been doing any upper body workout because I kinda wanna shrink it, but like, idk. Does working our your upper body really prevent muscle shrinkage /atrophy? Or does no T basically overcome that? Did anyone do anything like this through transition?
Not having trans people in my life (bar my wife, and thank fuck for her) is draining but socialising causes HEAVY psychic damage and I haven't seen a real good trans, space, thing. Maybe there are some on a discord alternative or something? Idk
Despair
I looked at a selfie I took day 1 of HRT and compared to how I look today the only differences are that I now have less acne and I know how to style my hair, but I still look just as male after nearly two years what's the fucking point
I still get constantly misgendered no matter what I do or how I dress
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