Lumelore

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[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 13 hours ago* (last edited 12 hours ago)

I can't see downvotes on my instance so for me it's at about 600 instead.

I really appreciate this post. I'm sure it will help a lot of people get a better understanding of what an egg is and what is and isn't appropriate.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 2 days ago (2 children)

I fully agree with you here. Maybe it would be better to try to make it clear that egg is only for self referential use, unless the word egg is too corrupted to fix, in which case a new term is probably needed.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 2 days ago (4 children)

Yeah calling other people eggs I don't think is ever a good idea, since like you mentioned, whatever someone's gender is, they are valid, and it is entirely their own decision. I don't entirely agree with the person you replied to because being a femboy is perfectly valid and not at all a "terrible fate," although as someone who calls their past self an egg, I sympathize with them to a degree because I feel like I can't call my own self an egg. Idk, maybe a new word is needed because of the toxicity associated with the word egg, but I'm unsure that that would actually fix anything.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 days ago

The whole egg discourse puts a bad taste in my mouth as well. I've referred to my past self as an egg and then had someone tell me to stop using that word because it's groomer language. I've never violated the egg prime directive and never will, but I like using egg to describe my past self. However, now when I use the term I get worried because I just don't want to deal with people who have a stick up their butt.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 3 days ago

It's because they're small-minded assholes. My paternal grandparents were republicans (they're deceased now) and they, especially my grandma, loved to shit on anyone who wasn't a white cishet "christian." I've heard them say a lot of heinous things behind closed doors and I can tell you that when republicans say they vote red for the economy it is only because it isn't socially acceptable for them to say the real reason why they vote red.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago)

As someone in the US, I will be avoiding large US brands as much as possible as well. All the pain that nazi cockgoblin has and is going to cause makes me really sad.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 6 days ago (1 children)

I am one of those people who don't study and I have a 3.9 GPA in college rn. It's because the way schools test is extremely conducive to people with good memory. I can hold on to all the necessary information until the test date and then I forget it afterwards. The only notes I take are writing down formulas for math classes, although I wish I kept more notes because I find myself needing math for personal projects, but after the class is finished, I don't really remember how to do the stuff I was taught and then I have to go relearn it on my own...

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I mean, if I can physically observe it with touch and sight, then it's not placebo.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (3 children)

While some people are saying placebo, I think otherwise. I had softer skin after a few days and at about 7 days I woke up with breast buds and I know for sure that that was not placebo. Some people develop rather quickly, others take a while, and both are normal. I was an early bloomer with my first puberty, but I have no idea if that has any correlation with my second or if it's just coincidence.

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 points 1 week ago

Allons-y, repose dans la pisse !

[–] Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone 23 points 1 week ago

That guy's account is 8 hours old. Everyone I've seen sucking orange nazi cock lately has been using new accounts. Very well could be bots or a troll farm.

 

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Idk if that dogshit executive order applies to birth certificates or if it's just passports and other federal identity documents. As far as I'm aware birth certificates are managed by the state and I live in a blue state (Minnesota), so I'm thinking maybe I could but idk.

I'm planning on using my passport that I got a few months ago as one of my supporting documents but I'm worried that it might get confiscated. (My passport has an F on it, my birth certificate currently has an M on it)

 

Sometimes I have days where I look in the mirror and think "damn I'm hot" and other days I think "damn I'm ugly" (because I think I look too much like my agab).

I'm trying to figure out what to do to feel better on those dysphoric days other than just caving in to food cravings or bed rotting.

I imagine other people here probably experience similar feelings. When you aren't feeling good it's easy to cave into unhealthy habits. I'm curious as to what others do if they are having a dysphoric day.

 

I'm thinking of taking my dosage of 6mg a day down to 4mg a day so I can stockpile 2mg each day in case of an emergency. Or maybe every other day to stockpile 1mg each day.

I'm worried though about it negatively affecting me mentally, but I also know that if I do run out and don't have a stockpile, it'll be much worse.

Or maybe I could ask my doctor to prescribe me extra so I can stockpile without reducing my dosage?

Anyways, what are your thoughts on doing this? I know Erin Reed recently put out an article which mentioned it being done (which is what inspired me to make this post).

 

[Image Transcription]: Snoopy wearing a wizard hat making potions. Top text says "HOW TITTY SKITTLES IS MADE." Bottom text says "BOTTOM TEXT." In smaller font beneath bottom text it says in parentheses "i'm a bottom colon three."

 

So I'm wondering if I might have klinefelter's (XXY chromosomes) or if I'm just very receptive to estrogen because the effects of HRT happened to me way faster than I've heard other people say it happened to them.

I've seen charts like these and I am a bit dubious of them because my timeline doesn't match up at all.

image of chart

I don't know if my experience is actually normal or not, but when I started estrogen about a little over a year ago, it only took a few days for me to notice my skin being softer, and then literally the next day I woke up with breast buds and about 2 to 3 weeks later I had noticeable breasts that were big enough that it was difficult for me to boymode at work. I'm pretty sure I got to Tanner stage 3 in like half the time that's expected.

From what I've heard from others is that they didn't get breast buds until at least 3 months in and that made me question why mine happened so quickly.

I've also always been pathetically weak and it's also always been difficult for me to gain muscle. Which makes me think I had low testosterone even before I started spiro. I remember when I had my 3 month follow up, my t was at 89 ng/dL and I remember my doctor commenting that that was lower than he expected, although I have zero idea if that is actually lower than normal for 3 months on 100mg spiro.

I'm curious if any of you also experienced a similar timeline to me, or if your timeline fits the charts that I've seen. I know my timeline is quite fast and that it might be hard to believe (idk if my experience is normal or not), but I swear it is my genuine experience with HRT.

 

As of a few days ago, I am now 1 year on HRT! I typically don't like posting pictures of myself, but I also wanted to make a transition timeline and share my progress, so here it is lol.

transition-timeline-image

Estrogen is amazing. I finally feel like my body is mine and something that I need and want to take care of. Sometimes, I randomly think about my gender and being a woman and it makes me so happy, but overall I don't really think about my gender as frequently as I used to years ago.

I also started progesterone last month and luckily I am one of the people that respond well to it. My overall mood has significantly improved since I started it, and it also helps me sleep a lot better. I am now waking up early in the morning feeling energized which is something I have not experienced in a very long time lol.

I've also been working on my voice as well. I did make a post here about 6 months ago where I asked for feedback on my voice (which was really breathy and did not sound good). I think I have improved quite a bit since then. I'd really appreciate your feedback on it if you would like to critique it.

My voice training progress (youtube link)

 

First one was in a marching band, second one was in an IKEA float.

 

 

This is easiest done by sorting by Top of 1 hour, so there are only a few posts to scroll past.

When you get all the way to the bottom where there are no more posts to load, try scrolling down.

While you do that, any NSFW image that currently has a blur over it will have the blur squished vertically towards the center, allowing you to see the top and bottom of the image unblurred.

 

I am using kubuntu and recently my .desktop files no longer launch from my desktop. If I go to ~/desktop in dolphin I can double click the same files and they launch just fine from there.

When I do try to launch from desktop it just shows a blank file icon very briefly.

Only new thing I've done since they stopped working is install virt-manager and QEMU to set up a Windows vm.

I also tried creating a new user and the problem still persisted, which means it is not anything in my home directory.

I've tried googling but haven't found anyone with the same problem as me.

 

I'm currently studying CS and I'll get my bachelor's degree next year. I've been searching for remote SWE internships for months now and have not had any luck. I even made a project to put on my resume and it's still just rejection email after rejection email. Maybe I need more projects? What tips do you have for getting an Internship?

I really don't want to go back to my previous job cause working with old people in rural America as a minority is literally hell. I think I might just go into omega debt instead lol.

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Looking for website (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Lumelore@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
 

I'm working on a website that compiles a bunch of trans resources into one place.

I made an "Am I trans?" page which has a link to the article on the gender dysphoria bible of the same name.

I also remember some other websites, but I can't find them. I think they were called something along the lines of Am I a girl? and there were other variants of it for transmascs and nonbinary people. I think I remember seeing the link on the transfem community, but I'd have to scroll through months of comments to find it. I thought I would check here first in case anyone has the link saved so I don't have to sift through all those comments.

Edit: I just found it! It's called "Turn me into a girl" and not "Am I a girl?". Here's a link to it: https://turn-me-into-a-girl.com/

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