I'm not a native English speaker. So I didn't knew that it would come out as snarky

In real life, yes I'm snarky and high horsed. I brag too much without pretty much any output. I'm very annoying to be around. For different reasons, that's how I got shaped up

As for depression, I've been suffering from it since high school. It was a very gradual slope. Always had rock bottom self esteem. Can't fit into people my age. Socially awkward, innocent and dumb beyond comprehension. Didn't really help when my own fcking father was forcefully trying to shape me into his outdated perfect image of a man

Right now, I've failed my first year in college. I am going to repeat. I'm a lot mentally prepared now than when I got in. Don't know if it's enough

I'm trying my best to identify and fill my potholes. I have planned to see my uni counselor for the same. It's really so wholesome and humane to see that a complete stranger is inviting enough with another stranger's issues. Have a nice day mate