I honestly don't even care anymore, like I've found a way to a more moderate understanding of everything and I definitely don't want anyone to have to violate their own principles and boundaries just so I can have my shiny little toy I want aha.

As long as I have Voyager now (which is infinitely more valuable since it likely won't be taken away), I'm good and I honestly wish Christian well. I'm just skeptical if I would allow myself to become reliant on any future project of his unless he has built it and communicated that he will not be able to shut it down or take it away

At the end of the day, I come to rely on my apps and tools and become emotionally enmeshed with them and I will not allow them to be taken away anymore or not have a facile contingency plan in place wherever it is necessary or desireable