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Trans Megathread for the Week of 10⁄28 to 11⁄3) by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 14 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

Put on my old grey sweatpants (only a few years old tbh) and

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GODDAMN MY ASS IS FAT

Can't really wear my old clothes anymore IG. estrogen is magic fr

Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 14 points 4 weeks ago* (last edited 4 weeks ago)

in my feelings

Re-watched I saw the tv glow 2 weeks ago with my girlfriend and it fucking destroyed me the second time around. Really took me by surprise because I didn't even tear up the first watch.

Same week I started sobbing from the pain during my laser session, like I was a total mess. I absolutely could not stop it from happening and It's not something that ever happened to me pre transition.

Today I connected just a little too hard with a song and started crying on my drive home.

E has turned me into a crybaby and I fucking love it. I love crying. Why? No clue, maybe it's because it's a sign that my emotions are actually available to me now.

Ya girl also started stimulants last week and today I doubled my dosage from 5mg to 10mg and I feel so so so emotionally energized.

2024 Pt.2 is looking up for me.

Update regarding Hexbear's misogyny problem - planned actions and request for feedback by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 16 points 4 weeks ago

banned users need to put a report on at least one feminist theory book in their appeal to be unbanned

Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 16 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

started eating instant noodles that had a rip in the paper top (but the plastic wrap was intact)

thought about botulism and now i'm not hungry anymore blob-no-thoughts

Trans Megathread for the Week of 26/8-1/9 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago

I got a new backpack yesterday and my girlfriend immediately said it was queer coded.

thurston

Trans Megathread for the Week of 26/8-1/9 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

My overwatch 14 day suspension is up in 4 days and I finally got a response to my "what did i even say" ticket

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A Game Master resolved your ticket, and left the following response:

Greetings.

The penalty notification email includes all information that will be shared. Customer support cannot provide additional details of any kind.

okay cool thanks very cool super cool

Guess I can't say frick anymore trans-sad

I'll just continue to get called a pedo for picking sombra and praying the mods ever actually do anything ig shrug-outta-hecks

Trans Megathread for the Week of 19/8-25/8 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 14 points 2 months ago

It's not my fault she's literally me (latina, trans, bisexual, stupid)

Trans Megathread for the Week of 19/8-25/8 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

I got suspended from ow2 for being toxic trans-sad

I don't say any slurs so it was probably saying fuck too many times in a pointed manner. (I probably deserved it, i ain't gonna lie)

Though part of me thinks I was already being mass reported because i've been playing a lot of sombra this season and also i rock the trans name card.

Guess i'll see if support deigns to tell me what no-no words I said this time (last time they threatened to ban me if I kept asking) (I never found out what I said)

CW: Transphobia. Nutomic moment by Ambii in c/the_dunk_tank@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 20 points 3 months ago

Yeah he's still an asshole

Trans Megathread for the Week of 7/29 - 8/4 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 15 points 3 months ago

I'm kinda like if a trans girl and a trans girl had a baby

Trans Megathread for the Week of 7/22 - 7/28 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 20 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago)

whining about needles

how the FUCK do i get over my fear of needles for injections.

I've been doing this shit for 4 months at this point and I still cannot do it myself (my girlfriend has injected me every time) and today I cried like a fucking child because i was so frustrated i couldn't do my injection because my anxiety was so high.

I hate this but I don't want to do any other form goddamn it.

Maybe i should switch to subcutaneous from intramuscular but i already have like 5 dozen syringes and filter needles.

God this sucks i feel so stupid

Trans Megathread for the Week of 7/22 - 7/28 by Ambii in c/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns@hexbear.net

[-] Ambii@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago)

kinda weird to think about wanting to internalize some of the positive feminine connotations, roles, and traditions within said culture because i never had the chance to as a kid.

I also never really internalized any of the masculine ones either so there's that i guess