see my previous comment to LeninsBeard, hoping u can get linked up!
DoomBloomDialectic
joined 1 week ago
did they never get back to you? or did they decide it wasn’t a good fit? if the former i would try and find organizing meetings, etc, in person and try to build irl relationships w/ members and express your interest in joining there. it’s easy for online applications to slip through the cracks due to spinning a lot of plates. there’s also just a lot of layers/vetting so patience is needed.
been there lol but the best thing for your mental health and everyone's interests is almost always to just log off and do something enjoyable irl. IME no one is ever truly "owned" on the internet people are just running on parallel hamster wheels of psychic misery that push them toward the endpoint of either leaving the cave and
or going absolutely insane like they saw 
or similar.
i do feel you though the internet is evil and the online left can be painfully annoying.