Terrible, I though 2023 and 22 were bad, is just a downward spiral.

A what?

No I wouldn't. Because being alone for the rest of your life a death sentence regardless how I feel, I rather kill myself. A life that doesn't reproduce is worthless, right now I'm worthless.

I've said this before in other comment, my father wasn't a fun person, was almost as anti social as I am, he grew up dirt poor and was hit and lashed by his father, he became a scary muscular man, stone faced... Yet he managed to "secure" my mother for over a decade. He never believed in this bs of loving yourself or being "normally fun" yet he did his role in this world and got me and my brother.

Why not me? Just because I'm not fun?

No I'm not a fun person. But I can't erase myself... And trust me I can't change. I don't have co workers anymore and only did middle school. Nothing around my minuscule town is for me and I'm an poor immigrant, I have everything against me.

Is not the same and you know it. And Xbox does it flawlessly between games. Good luck doing that with a PC without crashing the games plus with a higher electricity consumption.

Do men really shave their balls that often? I did that shit like 3 times in my life so far, I don't think I'm that hairy down there.

And I'm far from being a teenager.

These stories of getting laid thanks to videogames seem like fantasy to me (if you're not lying). I've been playing for 25 plus years of my life and still a virgin. I guess I have zero chances in everything.

I only have space for 1 "Rig" and a pc cabinet is probably too heavy for my shelf hanging on the wall underneath my bed (my TV is literally on top of me, I sleep under it) also I have so many more games on Xbox 360, one, X... Makes sense why the X is the one always plugged).

The problem is the space. I can't have it plug all the time and I don't have a desktop

Also I forgot to mention that it forgets my settings on Spiderman and how I settled it with the TV. So many small things that I don't have to worry when I'm using the Xbox

I mean, I already explained with playing on pc is a hassle for me...

Also I forgot, Xbox has that resume function, not even PlayStation had that. And obviously it's not a thing on pc.

Trying to socialize. Is just impossible and honestly makes me hate people more

Reading all these stories make me really depressed. Some people are cursed to be alone. Not gonna lie I'm bitter that y'all are doing well, actually angry.