Unironic thank you for your service
ScreamingDanger
I haven't picked up BG3 yet but I plan to when the PS5 version drops. I picked up WotR to mess around with and hold me over until then.
I'm a ways into Act 2 and man, I'm so unbelievably divided on this game. Or, I suppose certain aspects of it. I adore some of the companions and I love PF as a system, but I just feel like I'm doing everything wrong. I've started over like 10 times trying to get a decent build and I read that auto-leveling companions leaves you missing out on some of the best stuff for them. So, I feel stuck because now I feel the need to go back and rework every companion. I'm a lifelong TTRPG player, too, and am very familiar with the system. I'm playing on normal so I'm not even pushing it, really.
Couple that with the crusade management stuff and the game just feels... tedious in certain aspects. I liked the scale and overworld of the first act and expanding it greatly for the rest of the game (except act 4, right?) just makes me worried I'll end up banging my head against a wall before long. Of course, aspects such as pretty efficient inventory management and the fact that skill checks automatically use the party member best suited for it are great and should be standard across these CRPGs. I was surprised to hear the latter didn't make it into BG3.
I suppose the big win here for me, though, is that the games are different enough that I'll probably still come back to WotR. The "crusade" aspect doesn't super work for me as a story hook, but I like the characters enough that I'd want to see some of their stories through. WotR is certainly ambitious, but I think that occasionally gets in the way of my fun.
That all said, great post, and great rec.
Dude I'm right there with you. I've just been applying to stuff at the end of my WFH days and finally at least got through an initial resume screening on a job I actually want.
I wish I had better advice and encouragement, but it really is bleak out there. I mini crashed out a couple weeks ago and my wife talked me through it and I came out the other side feeling more... free? I guess?
I have a fairly specialized job and spiraling made me realize I should just apply for whatever and above all else try to do even a modicum of good with my labor where I can as opposed to trying to build a "career." I dunno, the pandemic really screwed my long-term professional plans up and I feel like I've just been trying to figure things out since then and now I'm just trying to find something I can feel moderately good about day-to-day.
Bottom line, it sucks, and I feel you. But obviously, you're more important than your job and the entirety of modern work is designed to make you feel like you're underperforming, so try—as hard as it can be—to not let that get you down.