Crackin a brew, watching the snowfall while spinning Disintegration (1989)…..aw yeah, it’s vibe’o clock, baby

week off between jobs starts now

.....but i overscheduled my organizing life

idk, something about lyricists, novelists, and poets who speak to me feel so fucking intimate in a way that filmmakers don't necessarily (despite film being my probably favorite medium). and as corny/cliche as it sounds coming from an internet commie cracker, death grips has maybe gotten me through more fuckshit than any other artist, despite my being a relatively recent fan/convert

i love a lot of david lynch's work and his death has definitely made me sad. but it made me think on celebrity deaths and how much they usually effect me and i guess im usually not that impacted but.....

if/when Ride from death grips goes honestly i think im gonna be fucked up on some deep fucking levels. may he live til his 90s, despite being a smoker and (rumor has it) enjoyer of other substances that arent amazing for life expectancy....

all wifeguys are loverboys but not all loverboys are wifeguys

im a downwardly mobile upperish middle class white boy w/ a relatively generous generational wealth safety net and yet one of the few things i hate with all of my heart, the thing that i hate in this world more than anything, is the eldritch abomination bloodsoaked rabid dog that is the american empire. idk what that says about anything. maybe that most people have a soul and are therefore reachable w/ the right information.

the handful of days between nail painitings i werewolf transform back into a he/him (and my he/him is the wolf form b/c men r FUCKIN DAWGS!!! (last 4 words of that sentence in new yawk accent))

if i take a while to repsond to DMs dont worry it's not you it's my avoidance issues it triggers my vulnerability ick/fear response a bit, i will get to it when the right moment of peace and calm shows itself <3

lmfao MTA adding spikes to the fucking turnstiles, getting priced out of that shithole was the biggest blessing in disguise i ever got i stg. outer boroughs have their charms but midtown manhattan and the financial district are genuinely top 5 loci of the dark powers, fucking psychic damage equivalent of walking through a dark souls poison swamp

anti-life ass borough jfc

!!! comrade :') !!!!

guys do you think u/soylentsnake has abandonment issues or smthing????

scared that one of my two new bonds of love & friendship is going to flake off/get cold feet abt staying in touch and that i came across overbearing inadvertently in a way that scared them off i might be wrong but it sucks cuz im really fond of this person