TokenEffort

The end. I'm killing myself right now. I will take all the pills I can find and wash it all down with detergent and cleaner spray. Then I'll drink bleach. Then I'll hide in a big trash bag and stab myself as many times as I can, all in a random alleyway where I won't be found, and I can be eaten by the local wildlife or something.

I am NOT living as that FAKE disorder. I am not living in a world where everyone believes in that FAKE disorder that took everything from me.

Everyone who believes in that FAKE disorder is a nazi, and worse than the actual nazis during the holocaust. You're pro eugenics, but slow eugenics where the Useless Eaters are abused by everyone in their lives until they kill themselves instead of being given a morphine overdose to have a gentle death like the Nazis actually did.

I cannot live in the same world as literal scum. Eradicate that FAKE disorder and stop killing children in the most cruel ways possible.

Just make it end.

I hate that I'm still alive. Just let me die already. I'm not living in this world where everyone believes in that stupid fake santa-claus disorder. I'm not living as a lifeless puppet controlled by that FAKE disorder. I lost my entire life to that stupid FAKE disorder and continue to lose more. That stupid fake shit took everything from me. Eradicate that fakeass disorder already. The cure has already existed, all you need to do is stop believing in it. It's imaginary. It's the fucking Tooth Fairy and Easter Bunny. Autism is FAKE. It was created by nazis to euthanize inconvenient people for no reason. Aspergers was literally created so some inconvenient kids can be saved. It's all fake. Eradicate that shit. Everyone labeled as that shit as children was abused and neglected. Their issues are caused by shitty parents, shitty family, and abusive "schools". Everyone calling themselves that shit today are just boring losers so desperate for clout they'd contribute to misinformation that kills children in the slowest and painful way possible. Raise your fucking children instead of telling them to go away and blaming their issues on a fake disorder. All these shitty parents victimizing themselves for having "difficult children" when they literally created the child's issues. Maybe you shouldn't have shoved your kid in front of cocomelon to keep it quiet and convenient and call its issues from your neglect "autism". Maybe you should have taught your kid how to shower and wipe their ass instead of just watching TV all day and calling their lack of hygiene "autism". Maybe you shouldn't have made your kid the scapegoat of every issue in the family, and allow all the relatives to bully it, then call its held in rage "autism". Eradicate autism. It's fake. Stop killing children. The only people who call themselves that shit are people who were abused and groomed into believing their pain came from an ambiguous meaningless disorder (and have yet to learn they were abused and that disorder is fake), and TikTok addicted losers trying to be famous. At this point just be the next Johnny Somali, that'll be less harmful than giving a fake disorder that only serves as a scapegoat for abuse more false credibility.

There is no point in trying to make my life better after it was completely ruined from the start. I peaked at 5. I'm sick of society. Everyone is horrible and believes I deserved to be abused. I've destroyed just about everything I own and ruined my body much further by trying to kill myself and not making it, just to avoid involving other people. Fuck it, I'm going by train or cop, whoever killed me 100% would have abused me in the past or pointed and laughed at the scum looking in their direction out of the short bus window. I never had any value to anyone except bullies and abusers. I will only serve as a thing for actual people to hurt for their entertainment. Nothing will change regardless of how much I Act Like I'm More Than.

Either you work for a corporation or you own one. The third option is death. Welcome to reality.

Best way to cry in public without anyone noticing

Hopefully my work clothes conceal the blood enough. I'll just say I fell off my bike.

She took everything from me for the chance of getting free money that some random person got for a child who had an actual disorder. Ironically her pursuit for free money is why I'm free and got a chance to grow, but I should have had that chance when I was much younger.

I will always be the reason why something doesn't work out. I will always be the problem. Everything is solved by just removing me.