I you know, there's psychological help available for incels like you. With a little work, you might get past your self loathing and, so become less loathsome yourself. You might even be able to find someone who'd have sexual relations with you at last! Wouldn't that be nice, honestly? Give it a try.
Zendegy
joined 2 weeks ago
She'll get through it. I had a similar experience, but it passed. I can't picture my daughter in my mind, but I can describe her and recognize her and, as it happens, she has aphantasia, too. Indeed, I only realized I did because of her. She said that, because she is autistic and has always known how different she is, she knew it wasn't just metaphorical when people spoke of "mind's eye" and "picturing" things. Remind her of how much aphantasia frees her from. I wouldn't trade.
Mr. Rogers would approve.