There's a very small chance that this will make a difference, but I feel compelled to at least try: please seek some kind of therapy. Not for your autism, for your anger. The world isn't going to change because you're mad at it. Life is short, please don't make yourself miserable by focusing on the things that make you mad. Therapy can help.

I will get no accolades for this comment, nor am I trying to hurt you. I have nothing to gain by making this comment, it is truly just an honest request because you seem to be in pain.