Autism

I'm not ready for the week.

Bert is unconcerned.

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I'm awake because my stomach hates me.

Here's a cat.

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We miscalculated and ran out of wet cat food. Luckily I bribed them with treats.

Here is a mess of cats.

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Let me know if I shouldn't be posting links to my own stuff but I thought I'd ask here about what's yalls thoughts are on this? Basically I had the idea to represent the variables I've been seeing over the years as a monolithic equation that was then broken down into understandable English by chatgpt, at the bottom there are ways in which to control the variables to get the desired outcomes to have conflict resolution to these kinds of ADHD and autism issues.

It's going to be one of those days.

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I’ve always been viewed as “the shy kid” or “the quiet kid” in school and home. However, I have been much more outgoing since about my junior year of high school, when my teachers began to bring out my voice through putting pressure on the whole class (for example, My English teacher always wanted students to talk, But we were pretty quiet students, So she would often say things like, “ This is your opportunity to share your opinions,” or “ Someone needs to answer this question, anyone at all!” That was what really got me to start speaking up. Plus, My mom pushed me on a lot of adult skills right after high school, Such as checking into doctors appointments and going back myself, Something I never would’ve been able to do had my mom not pushed me.

My dad has always nagged me to advocate for myself, and in social situations, would say, “It’s ok to talk you know.” He was that kid that was always shy, My mom said when she first started dating him, he would not talk at all and wouldn’t even look at her. He has barely any friends (His one good friend is in jail, And most of the people he talks to either don’t talk to him or live far away). He’s always nagging me to talk to people, and advocate for myself. As a kid, It was because it was one of my special education goals, but that’s over now that I’m in college. Now he and my mom both know that I interact with people, and am doing well in life.

However, I get really upset and unmotivated when my dad draws attention to my difficulties. He knows I talk, But he doesn’t fully believe that I interact and talk with other people. He tends to get really excited and surprised whenever I choose to do something outside of my comfort zone (For example, I really struggle with riding roller coasters because often times I get scared, so when I choose to ride one, He’ll get all surprised and say something like, “You actually want to ride this? Really, You’d do that?” And then afterwards, saying, “ You're a champion, I’m proud of you.”

Today I told my dad that I enjoy speaking in front of a crowd (I don’t enjoy group work or one on one conversations, but I love being in front of an audience and speaking. My dad told me that he wouldn’t have guessed this, But it was possible considering he likes to be “ The funny outgoing guy at work,” and my mom is a social Gemini. But this has nothing to do with genetics, but rather just what I enjoy doing. I love writing, I’m an English major in college. Writing is my life.

I told my dad that I will be presenting at My school’s expo in a few months, and said he was welcome to come watch me. I did this to him that I love speaking in front of a crowd. He again seemed really surprised, and he didn’t think I’d want to do something like this. However, him being surprised is making me less motivated to do this. I kind of relate this feeling as to When somebody selectively mute talks in front of someone for the first time, And the other person says “OMG, you talk?” It’s a bad comparison, but it’s all I could think of. My parents told me to be grateful that they care about me, and I absolutely am, I just feel so ashamed whenever people highlight my past issues.

Does anyone have any similar stories about feeling this way? I’d love to know.

My hips hurt from walking around all day.

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The American Psychiatric Association has announced big upcoming changes to psychiatry’s big book of mental disorders, the DSM

https://archive.ph/xkCLz

Woke up at 3:30AM and couldn't get back to sleep.

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He didn't tell us to stay home, but I managed to anyway!

Everyone needs a little Aggie.

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It's -2F/-18.88C outside. First day back to work and I'm hoping the boss tells us to stay home.

Dash needed a bath so he found Hazel.

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But when they become autistic adults? They can totally do that!

Last day of vacation. Trying to do as little as possible. We'll see how that goes.

Got a picture of Dash on my lap!

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I am socially isolated.

It has been over 6 years.

I am lonely and rarely speak to other humans... I need a human to converse with.

Just 10 to 20 minutes, I am not looking for friendship because I don't think I have it in me to maintain a friendship.

I just need someone to talk to... this way I will stay sane

I am cuckoo for cocoa puffs