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(cw: doomer) I have COVID again
(hexbear.net)
Been not posting for a bit for bad-feeling reasons and now this
Shit just keeps getting worse and worse 
One antigen test (all I had/can afford) is negative but I'm almost certain its covid cuz my friend I see all the time is sick and someone they live with has a confirmed case :(
I have never felt more doomer in my life, can't stop thinking about not living
I don't want to get worse anymore
At least this time I don't feel so sick
Idk if anyone still reading but I don't wanna make a new thread
I managed to get a real PCR test and it was negative
Wtf, literally worst time for any other illness, right after my friend I see all the time got it
It's a relief but having some doubt about the result still...... I guess I'm lucky
Will go get the new vaccine when I'm better