submitted 5 days ago by SpaceFox@lemmy.ml to c/goodoffmychest@lemmy.world

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I really don't feel like existing anymore. I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts for years now. I used to be 50%50 on killing myself. One hand it's such a liberating thought. If I died then it will all be over and all my problems or go away but on the other hand I what if something good happens to me in the future? or what about all the other things I already enjoy?.

Sometimes I think things can get better but other times I think, how? I feel like I wasn't designed for life. Life is a game that I'm losing no matter what. A game didn't even choose to play btw. I feel beat down all I want to get myself a big box of pizza, a bunch of booze and overdose on cocaine.

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[-] asbestos@lemmy.world 2 points 5 days ago

mf assholes on the streets everywhere and you out here trynna up their numbers by eliminating yourself

[-] SpaceFox@lemmy.ml 6 points 5 days ago

How u know I'm not one?

[-] Zozano@lemy.lol 2 points 4 days ago

Assholes don't stop to ask themselves this.

[-] asbestos@lemmy.world 3 points 5 days ago

ask yourself

this post was submitted on 16 Dec 2024

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