I hate the self checkouts. I scan everything, put it in my bag, want to pay, but then there's a check. So I have to unpack everything, wait for someone to scan everything, then pack everything again. From the 40 self checkout counters there's only 1 for cash money, while I have a lot of cash from selling stuff second hand so need to get rid of it. There's always a line. Oh how I feel shitty AF when I have to unpack and pack everything with 9 people breathing down my neck. And if I made a mistake, they treat me like a criminal. I'm not being paid to do their job! For fuck sake. And even though I don't give a shit about this super rich mega company who extort their personnel, I'm too honest of a guy to steal anything (even though they deserve being stolen from). I'm autistic. I just simply can't. But when I made a mistake, being treated like a criminal while being an honest person makes the whole experience so much worse.

So I resort to ordering groceries online, buy in bulk so I only have to deal with a delivery person once in a while. But next to being autistic, I also have ADHD which causes me to always forget at least one thing from every meal I plan to make, forcing me to go to the store anyway.

Just let me put everything on the conveyor belt, say hi, pay, say thanks bye, grab my shit and go. And repeat this step 3 times until I have everything I forgot.