Why is this not a thing?

when downloading torrents you have a bunch of seeders and maybe most won't be online, but some will be. I'm so so tired with services and monopolies. Do you think it would be possible to create an internet where instead of large servers we just have individuals hosting their email service, the communities they like to post in and sharing files. essentially it's just torrent with email and message board

I've been so upset with google for a long time. It might be seamless if you don't live in china or whatever, but for me it's been pain for years. A few years ago they stopped accepting my credit card. this year they stopped accepting my gf's card (she's chinese). I tried to verify my identity with passport images and utility bills for months. I have a lot of stuff spanning over a decade there. I tried to rage delete everything but Google made it so difficult that i got tired out a few times. I finally did it. Well, not quite. it's sointertwined with every service and account i have. it's such a pain. I am working full time emigrating to protonmail for now. Thing is i've been so scarred i don't trust protonmail either.

I don't even know what sublemmys are called, M pretty sure it's not that