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PeeNutButtHer
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I'm so fucking pissed at the lack of breast growth I've gotten from HRT. Nearing 3 years in and cause of a combination of how small they are plus how wide my rib cage is they don't make bras that fit me and I have to wear bralettes
I wouldn't even be mad about having small tits if I was thin/had a small frame but I'm fat as fuck so they just look weird
My only option is to lose weight but thanks mom and dad for being neglectful and letting me get extremely obese as a kid and now I've got life-long weight issues. I'm not obese any more and haven't been for a couple years but still I'm overweight and I cannot seem to get too much below ~200 lbs
spoiler brainworms
I might never pass but I want to be an ethereal twinkhon goddamn it
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Money me. Me needing money a lot now
Better Call Saul spoilers for season 1 and 2
I’ve been watching BCS recently and I’ve got to say it kind of sucks and isn’t as good as I remember Breaking Bad being. Things seem to happen with very little reason and a great deal of convenience. Like why the hell would Jimmy not show the advertisement to his bosses at Davis & Mains first before airing it?? There is absolutely no benefit to not doing so, and he already knew that the bosses had a positive opinion on an ad so they’d almost definitely approve it.
And why would Mike choose to get beaten up by Tuco?? “Sorry, it’s too dangerous to shoot this guy with a rifle at distance, instead I’m going to get into a hand to hand fight when he has a revolver and I have no gun.” I mean I know Tuco must live to the next series, but still that was kind of silly. Or like Mike got an in into the criminal underworld of Albuquerque by just asking a rando taxi driver who happened to know a vet who had illegal work.
It’s not alll bad, I really liked the plot about Mike’s son, the show has good moments it’s just that the scenes between the moments make little sense.
Idk maybe I just have rose tinted glasses for BB and BCS is the same quality and I’m just remembering BB being better. Inbetween watching BB and BCS I did watch The Sopranos so maybe my standards just hot higher, idk. Are the later BCS seasons better?
Can I be put on the end of the list?
spoiler i’m gay
and my dick is small
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I made this account just the other day. I made my application in the evening and it was approved by the time I checked the next morning
I was home-schooled and imo it should be illegal. It's a terrible environment to grow up in and socially stunts people for life, please do not home school your kid(s)
(CW: Suicide mention)
God being unemployable makes me want to fucking kill myself. I can't seem to get another job and even if did I couldn't hold it down for more than a couple of months. Got let go from my last one because I wasn't productive enough but I was really trying my absolute hardest, I really just work noticeably slower than most people. I can't do the work other people can, I can't do the hours other people can
I need a lot of money if I'm ever to be happy. FFS is expensive, SRS is expensive, and I don't think I want to live if I can't get those at some point in my life
I just got to really hope I can find somewhere that'll put up with me and scrape enough money together for surgery. But even then It'll be years, maybe decades, till I'm okay with existing in this body
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I am actually very stoppable, in fact seemingly minor inconveniences grind me to a halt often