Chat.... The date did NOT go well, we had a lot in common, had good conversation, and he was really attractive, but near the end he basically just came out and said he was 'dating' multiple people and wasn't looking for a serious relationship, in spite of the fact that I literally told him that I was looking for a serious, monogamous, relationship beforehand. 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 Then he, very clumsily, all but asked when we should meet up for sex cuz he 'doesn't like going on too many dates and becoming friends with the person' - his words 🙄

Fucking epic. At least this was the normal kind of guy being an asshole instead of the transphobic kind. I actually kinda appreciate that he treated me poorly in the same way he treats his cis-women dates! XDDDD

Dudes rock.

I scored big time today. One of my profs is retiring at the end of this semester and he pulled me into his office and told me to take as many books from his bookshelf as I wanted

I miss my little man :(

I want this outfit, I want this hair.

There’s 2 thing I would have NEVER expected as a teenager:

1. That I’m a woman

2. That I would join a knitting group (well not yet. I still have to wait a few weeks)

I was looking for a new hobby and thought I would give it a try, because I found crocheting quite enjoyable as a child and I REALLY want some nice, custom sweaters.

But holy moly is yarn expensive. (perfect emoji lol)

I just spent 100€ for 2 circular needle pairs, some basic tools and 22 skeins of wool, and almost all of those things were on sale. Like, it’s legit cheaper to just buy a sweater, unknit it and use that as a source of wool, because the prices in the fashion industry are just that insanely low.

Prime example of how ridiculous capitalism is.

the county im in sent me a invitation letter for cervical cancer screening

it's kinda affirming in a way tbh

My fiancée didn't like the name "girl bag" for my balls

I'm still cute, which is, of course, pretty cute

gonna book an appointment at a lgbtq clinic, they'll set me up with psychiatrist who will diagnose me with gender dysphoria no worries according to my friend. but that sounds scary and hard. doctors are scary.

Went to the doctor today, but they were surprised to see me, because apparently my appointment is in 2 weeks.

Welp! Returned right back home contemplating on how I could’ve done such a dumb mistake.

When I arrived at home, I immediately looked at the appointment card: It’s today’s date.

I feel so stupid now, even though it wasn’t my fault.

down with cis

2 months on hormones today. Feeling better and better as time goes on. I've been having a hard time eating lately so it's not helping the girl gains, but all things in time or whatever.

I dyed my hair blonde recently also after contemplating it for months and it's the second best decision I've made this year.

Anyways, HRT rules and it's never too late. I didn't start until after 30 and I have 0 complaints so far. Other than wishing I could skip the blood work, ha.

Been exercising more and eating more healthily this week and I'm starting to like my body just a little more :)

I'm happy to say I've rejoined cute gang

there's only one thing more annoying than trying to buy cute boots that fit, and that's buying HATS

my dome is so freakishly large and all of the hats are like ONE SIZE which translates to "HA HA get fucked freak" aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Telling myself I am going to actually play my rom collection this time and not just spend hours and hours just downloading and organizing them like some kind of hoarder and then doing that anyway.

we built this shitty

we built this shitty on butt with hole

up with trans

putting "OSINT expert" on my resume because I'm terminally online

Does anyone else feel like everyone has this unspoken expectation that, eventually, you'll be okay? I feel like I'm going to let people down and it's hard to navigate.

Chat I think I'm falling in love again. I must have the kind of swag that trans guys love, because in addition to all my closest friends bring trans guys, every one I have matched with on a dating app for the past year and a half has been a trans guy. I'm pan, so I feel this is statistically unlikely, but I'm not complaining lol. But, I matched with a new guy recently and it's going so well and he's completely my type

Idk how I keep pulling cute boys, I am hideous. But I'm happy

God I love boys!! I could never have imagined that 5 years ago, lol. My love for non-boys has always been there, and hasn't gotten any less. But it wasn't till I figured out that I wasn't a boy that I realized I like boys

Give my rizz some energy please...

I'm writing every day now and it's helping my mental wellbeing so much.

Got addicted to a video game for a few days earlier this week (why can I not like things normally instead of feeling like I have to spend 12 hours a day on it) and lost the habit which made me feel terrible, but now I'm back into it.

went to the gym yesterday and had a good workout all things considered given I hadn't been regularly in awhile recovering from my hand injuries and was feeling pretty good and saw some friendly regulars I hadn't seen in awhile