An impending sense of dread, like you're going to die for some reason, is just textbook anxiety.
yeah that one seems to bit it
not sure if the diagnosis is just "living in the 21st century" or the fact that I've been sober for nearly 2 goddamn months now. probably both, they're both fucking devouring me right now
been stuck with this omnipresent anxiety over the last several months that something unimaginably bad is going to happen very soon now and I don't know what but I can't shake it
something bad and something global. idk what. national being trans ban? massive disease outbreak that makes covid look like the sniffles? super deadly heat wave? idk what but something very bad is going to happen very soon that will ruin or end my life and idk what anymore
damn i hope whoever is responsible for that gets shot
hey bro. i'm gonna need some brotatoes to make some brotatoes o'broien for bronch later this Satbroday, bro. can you get me some brotatoes and some uhhhh... broatmeal, bro?
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is it misgendering you to call you bro to commit to the bit?
day 64
less than two weeks behind you, sis, and it sounds like you got more on your plate than I do 
would have just taken the damned shattered shackle if i knew i'd be getting boons like these
isn't wearing a hat at all 
oh wtf i had no idea r/gamingcirclejerk was based
oh damn, it's been too long since I made onigiri
I got some kimchi in the fridge I could stuff it with too...
the pointyhat guy
who? him?
Hi! I've been extremely tired this week and nearly forgot that I was hosting one so I'm writing this last minute! I couldn't think of anything so I'm going to write about one of my hamsters who is not Biggs; Meredith
Meredith was another hamster of mine from a few years ago during the early days of COVID, and she was the absolute sweetest little creature I had ever met. Very friendly, very gentle. She loved exploring anywhere I put her into and never bit me ~~okay she did once ever~~. She was an absolute sweetheart and bundle of love and was with me during some of the rougher parts of my life
She unfortunately died very suddenly out of the blue one day at a terribly young age showing no symptoms of anything wrong with her prior, which breaks my heart to this very day
I never had her as long as any other hamster of mine but I don't think I had any other hamster touch my heart in quite the same way. I miss you, girl
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Why yes, I DO think that the government should use aircraft to dispense airborne chemicals over large population centers. Just think of the productivity gains 
at work i usually don't deal with customers over the phone but the last 3 times i did they all called me "ma'am"? i didn't even think i was putting in a ton of effort into it when i did that time but holy shit i sound like a girl now??? customers in person rarely if ever gender me as female but one even did today and I'm even getting way less "sirs" too! i didn't even get one at all today wow I feel so great!!! 
too many kids today talking about the Ballad of Ho Chi Minh and not enough kids talking about the Ballot of H. R. C.