I am nonbinary.

Also I wish this com was more active but I also kinda struggle articulating my feelings on enby gender stuff so I haven't really been contributing either lol whoops sorry

I'm recovering from having tendons repaired in my left hand and can't really play any action or shooter or real time strategy or sports games

sooooo... KOTOR and KOTOR2 replay it is!

Any fun build/main party favorite and quest ideas? I usually have played full light guardian that just wrecks shit with a lightsaber or full dark sith lord in 2 that eventually one shots entire rooms with force storm and death field

Was thinking a scoundrel build and RP as a Mandalorian defector and go full blaster/gear Jedi, no lightsaber run

Revan could be a descendent of Paz Viszla I guess

(I'm sure there's a dark saber mod but I'm emulating Xbox original on 360 lol)

Roll with Canderous and Jolee once they're available and play the morality fluctuating gray for credits and loot and try to maintain The Creed

This is the way?

Idk, other fun ideas? Was thinking trying the whole game with Mission and Zaalbaar, never done that before

or Jedi Demoman?

I dunno, jank builds don't really always work but it's fun to try and I've cheesed TF outta playthroughs before where I was just an unstoppable guardian with like perfect lightsaber combat build where the game turns into "RAMIREZ, USE YOUR LIGHTSABER TO ONE SHOT THAT RANCOR" lmao

Big wet boy signs an EO to deport Arnold Schwartzenegger back to Austria

"he's a big guy, frankly one of the biggest of all time, but I said many times 'hey he's basically just what if Mitt Romney was juiced?' Not good folks! But he did Apprentice, and it was a total mess, very very disrespectful. So he's going back to where the hell he's from, Australia?? Buh-bye 'Arnie,' you're very nasty! Get him outta here!"

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They're mischievous lil' shits sometimes but oh my God I love them so much

It's so sick to me that one of my favorite rappers is also into trve kvlt black metal and had a whole side project for it

May you all get presents with nice boxes to jump in and a nice treaty-treat today

Sleepy Joe gets a bunch of V-22s painted like reindeer and Marine One painted like a sled for some bullshit "Christmas with The Troops" event

an Osprey crashes into the White House

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Chuds immediately claim it's Chinese/Iranian sabotage and want to go to war despite no evidence

Trump posts an AI slop pick of John McCain piloting the crashing Osprey with Biden as his copilot asleep in the cockpit with no caption

Acknowledge, accept, offend! Wa-ha-ha!

Realized I was fluctuating in how I feel about this personally for my sense of self and was wondering how other enby ppl feel about it?

Sometimes I feel totally baffled by other people's gender and gendered social norms and cues and feel pretty strongly agender, other times I feel a pretty strong sense of my gender as being a positive kind of "thing in itself" that isn't a woman and definitely not a man, but there aren't really universally understood cues and roles for what that is interacting with cis ppl

I feel like I might be better off if I were in a culture that had an understood tradition of a third gender role but I struggle to articulate what that is

It's somewhere between futch femme and lightly masc queer "boi"? Idk

It didn't feel right IDing as a binary trans woman, but it was much better than cis guy, and enby feels right as a label but I sometimes feel like I'm not "trans enough?" Idk

I like femmy stuff sometimes but most of my clothing and style are fairly unisex

It feels kinda like when I came out as bi/pan and kinda felt from interacting with gay spaces and straight spaces that I was too queer for the straights and not gay enough for the gays

I don't wanna sound like I'm trying to be all "oh boohoo I'm so misunderstood and special" or whatever because I know it all sounds really adolescent and conceited and I'm too old for that lol but idk if other enbys have some thoughts on feelings agender vs a third gender. I guess this is where terms like "demigender" "demigurl/boi" come in? Idk

C'mon man, there's at least three jack

Thanks in advance lovely ppl

Dusty screams, through doors and imaginary floors

"Why can't you miss me?"

Pistol pete removes the final breaths from her unkind and she is shaken

What does this mean

in love or in peace?

With you lying next to me

So faithless serene

And she calls to him

Let the waste cross the ancient trails

to you

Far out

beneath the sorrow clouds

Let them taste the bitter lost mistake of you

Let them cry out through your rusted scars

Alone he roams inside the ordinary catacombs of her waiting

With raven hands she steals and staggers towards her man

Still scorned by his demon

Because he's undone

Become the language of

Disaster and love, vengeance and dust

And she calls to him

Let the waste cross the ancient trails

to you

Far out

beneath the sorrow clouds

Let them taste the bitter lost mistake of you

Let them cry out through your rusted scars

Dusty screams, through doors and imaginary scenes

Of hurt and teardrop

As he holds her down, in the cold lonely winds

Together again, her inside him

And she calls to him

Let the waste cross the ancient trails

to you

Far out beneath the sorrow clouds

Let them taste the bitter lost mistake

of you

Let them cry out through your rusted scars

Yim yum horchata

Mix four scoops in a shaker cup with and baby, you got a stew goin'

also it's egan

Really happy with this, big recommend

Would drink as a regular beverage or meal replacement shake even if I wasn't looking for high protein supplementation for gainz

For your health!

Fwiw, am a really thrifty/frugal broke near hermit

Depression's improved to the point I'm not concerned with it being a risk to myself and am currently nogunz except for varmint air guns

Considering dropping like two grand on a nice rifle and equipment and training with it alongside my gym routine

Debating getting either a KUSA KR-101X or a Keltec RFB and an optic and chest rig/plates and pouches, spare mags, etc for either

The KR-101X is a 5.56 AKM/74 clone that takes AR mags and looks pretty good from what I've seen, the RFB is a .308 bullpup DMR (I'm kinda a tankie and a big Halo dork, so both have their appeals)

Live in a state with a 10 round mag restriction, so that's leaning me towards the RFB.

Thoughts?

Dunno if there's a loophole for larger mags or a SBR "pistol" that might be a better option

Am I being a dumbass?

Should I get a pistol or a .22LR plinker first? Should I not drop a used car price on a rifle I might never have to actually use aside from playing at the range and running drills as a hobby?

@Tervell@hexbear.net pls lend me your wisdom and recs