I love almost all of them
misgendering, dysphoria
Ugh I just misgendered myself and it sucks and now I'm conceptualizing myself as a dude which is frustrating. I want to go back :(
It took me wayyyy too long to realize why there were no new posts in the mega every time I have refreshed today
It has been way too long since I've blessed my existence with some Tracy Chapman, god damn. You never know what you're missing until you have it. This girl is in heaven
I 100% would still be calling myself cis if it wasn't for this place. I love the people here sooooo much
All I can think about right now is estrogen and how much I want it in me. I was supposed to be on my way to getting scheduled for an HRT consultation, which they said would probably be in January, but it's been several weeks and I haven't heard anything from them. I don't even have an appointment scheduled.
Now with recent events considered, I'm questioning whether or not I should just do DIY. The issue is I'm scared of messing something up and much prefer having a doctor help me out.
I want the emotional range so bad
Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!
I had someone I've never talked to visibly confused on what pronouns to use for me. Is it literally just the longer hair???
transphobia, bad friends
I need better friends 😔. I came out to one of the only people that actually stayed with me after the giant falling out I had with my entire friend group after my ex went and fed them all lies about me and they believed her implicitly without talking to me.
He told me he "cares enough about me" to tell me that he doesn't think it's right for him to respect my pronouns, but that he still "loves and respects" me "despite my being trans," whatever the fuck that means.
I feel like I have virtually no one in my life that genuinely cares about me, and I don't know what to do about it with my apparent inability to meet new people.
Update: I can't believe I actually did it. My anxious ass actually went and did it. I came out to my boss and she was suuuuper accepting and wonderful
Holy shit this is the best bit of all time