Moss

joined 2 years ago
[–] Moss@hexbear.net 16 points 6 days ago

I was looking for a job. I found a job, and wouldn't you know it, I'm miserable now

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 7 points 6 days ago

Chainsaw Man will return in Avengers: Doomsday

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 7 points 6 days ago (1 children)

I entered a three hour trance and decided to develop my non-existent shading skills in Krita. I drew a Miku, which I don't want to share in full because its bad but I thought one shoulder just looked perfect. It actually looks like there's depth there and I think that's cool

Yes its basic but I've never done something like this before

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 30 points 1 week ago (3 children)

Can any comrades tell me why Spain's foreign policy seems to be slightly better than many other European countries, especially of former empires? They've been more pro-palestine than most euros, and they don't seem to have slipped in to the US imperial grasp. Is it because they didn't get Marshall Planned and didnt really grow economically close to the US or something?

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago

Yeah, because his character arc actually end, in a tragedy. Asa's just vanished

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 3 points 1 week ago

me when its winter in the middle of march

it has been raining for six months nonstop in ireland dawg the weather here is ass

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 6 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Asa is at least as important as Makima or Aki. Its extremely reasonable to expect closure. She literally started as the protagonist, and the story just ended without any input from her

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 3 points 1 week ago

Thank you! Running a 5k was much easier than I thought it would be actually, but it mostly came down to a change in mindset. I used to hate running so so much, but I decided my cardio was too weak this year and wanted to improve it. After a few times of running a kilometer, breaking a sweat, really getting to focus on how the running felt, I found myself looking forward to it. I've never understood what people meant when they said they were "in the zone" until I started running. I would reach a 1km, then think "yeah I got 200 more meters in me", then run that and find myself with a bit more stamina to use up, so I would try to get to 1.5km.

I never would have ran 5k if I didn't start to enjoy it, no matter the health benefits and sense of achievement. If it doesn't feel right in the moment I can't stick with it. Idk if you're the same, but if you are, I recommend that you stop running if it stops feeling good.

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 14 points 1 week ago (8 children)

Fujimoto what the fuck is this

He just stopped the story. He just said "no more Asa, no more Yoru, no more horsemen and Fumiko and Public Safety. Pochita has decided to end the story."

Asa is my favorite character in fiction, chainsaw man is my favorite fiction. But this is just batshit and not in his usual good way. If Asa just gets flushed down the drain it will be the biggest pants-shitting I've ever seen. It would make me look favourably on Attack on Titan. The next chapter better be a fucking divine masterpiece and part 3 better be shoveled into my mouth

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 3 points 1 week ago (2 children)

I had a pretty big week. The number one thing that stands out to me is that I ran 5k for the first time. It took me 36.5 minutes and I'm really proud. I didn't think I would ever be at a stage where I actually enjoy running.

I also got a new job. I've been unemployed for just about two months, but now I'm working in fast food. It looks to be an improvement over my last job, but I'm still not looking forward to working in a job I don't care about for minimum wage. Trying to find a long-term job or sector I would want to work in seems impossible. I'm going back to college in September to avoid making any big decisions about work. I'm not someone who wants to spend their life in a career, I'd much rather work to fund my life than have my life revolve around work. Maybe that's because I haven't found something I really care about yet, maybe I lack ambition.

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 14 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

Its been six years since covid started and ever since then I've been quietly losing my fucking mind. Im just supposed to go abojt being a young adult and go to college and get a job and make a career as if this shit isn't all crashing down around us all. The planet is dying and fascists want to kill us all and I'm supposed to be worrying about my pension.

It makes me feel like all my problems are petty and selfish. There's been a genocide and pandemic and what might as well be a world war and I'm worried about not looking attractive and being judged. How am I supposed to take any of my problems seriously when actual hell on earth is real and I just happened to be born privileged enough to avoid it. What gives me the right to care about anything in my life when the world is actively being destroyed and I'm doing nothing to stop it. I feel like I'm being torn apart

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 22 points 1 week ago (1 children)

No nerd was being bullied for anti-social behavior, they were being bullied for not liking popular things, being seen as weak and unmasculine. No one was bullying nerds for harboring misogynistic communities.

 

That is all

 

Its like it was written, you can't make this shit up

 

Is it the Book of Mormon? Dante's Inferno? 50 Shades of Grey?

 

I spent all of yesterday building a PC (NOT easy, Jesus Christ) and now it needs an OS. Fuck windows, or course, so I want a Linux OS. I'll be mainly using my PC for gaming and editing videos, and I'd much prefer something that works similarly to Windows just for comfort purposes since I'm already familiar. Also I've heard Linux is incompatible with some games?

So, nerds, what do you recommend?

 

Watch with captions!

Ough my god it scratches my brain soo so good. Idk what Jamie Paige did but I need to inject Teto straight into my blood. Fuck I've listened to it like ten times today. Oohohojo and the animation and the lyrics. In what other song does the singer get her words wrong and scream "aaahhhh my penis" in the middle? It's so fuckin good

 

God its so fucking good. I've never played a story-heavy game and then wanted to immediately replay it. I've played through chapters 3 and 4 twice in the past month and I wanna replay it again already. Honestly if you haven't played it, and you have any interest in story games, I recommend jumping in now. The release of chapters is such a fun and exciting time and I wouldn't wanna miss future releases. Also if you don't want to play, at least check out the OST because its without a doubt the best I've ever heard.

 

DELTARUNE TOMORROW DELTARUNE TOMORROW DELTARUNE TOMORROW

susie-wide susie-concern susie-baffled susie-laugh ralsei-splat ralsei-upset ralsei-blush ralsei-ms-paint ralsei-angry ralsei-wut ralsei-pout ralsei-doobie berdly-smug berdly-actually noelle-what noelle-flushed noelle-flushed kris-love spamsus no-i-in-pezza kris-love ralsei-dragged-off ralsei-wave ralsei-pretty berdly-rose

We have so many Deltarune emojis I can't put them all in

 

Their colour is so misleading, because red food should be like really tangy and strong. Either sweet like a strawberry or cranberry, or savoury like ketchup. Tomatoes taste like they should be a pale green or yellow, but they're red. It's fucked up.

 

I've been living with depression since I was 14. It felt inescapable, but for a couple of years, I was doing really well. I stopped going to therapy, I was able to handle bad things, anxiety wasn't tearing me apart, I had goals I wanted to achieve. Then in the last two years of college, my depression came back worse than ever. Trying to get better isn't even on the table, right now I'm just trying to want to get better.

But for a few years, I was able to think to myself that I was happy, and that depression was a thing of the past. For the life of me, I can't remember why. I feel like I'm doomed to be stuck in a cycle of falling in and out of depression for years at a time at best.

But has anyone actually come out of depression, for real? Is it possible to say that you dealt with your depression and you are genuinely happy, or at least want to be happy, and you think you will be that way for the rest of your life? Because I genuinely don't see how people are supposed to be happy.

Also did we used to have a mental health comm?

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