1. Men, women, and everyone in between and between all sit at some point when using the toilet.
2. It's unsanitary to flush with the lid up.

I think I'm most disappointed in the thought that Sony may no longer be doing handhelds like the PSP or Vita. It also doesn't look very portable. That being said, I do like the idea of being able to play my PS5 while laying in my bed or when my girlfriend is using the TV.

I genuinely hope that you have access to a capable therapist and a strong natural support system to open up to about this.