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I left my computer engineering degree because i was in a very bad mental health state at that time, i then go to the IT degree but is just very very bad, i'm at theraphy now and i think if I had been better, I would have been able to handle that degree. I feel really sad because i study bs that i really don't like because i thought it would be easy and i would have better social life and be happier, i just want to be a good sysadmin but i really hate where i study

this started happening a few years back i remember looking outside of my window and i saw a crow circling my house. at the time my grandpa was very sick and eventually died. but he was still alive then. anyway ever since that day no matter where i go or what time it is if i am outside i see crows flying around me literally following me. usually its a single crow. sometimes a pair. today it was several they just sit there in my line of sight or follow me. as far as i can tell nothing bad ever happens after i see them. they’re just there......

I graduated from college in December 2024 with a bachelor's in computer engineering and I'm lost on what I'm supposed to be doing at this point. It's been 8 months now and I'm still unemployed. I have been applying non-stop since I graduated and I can't catch a break, I get to first-round interviews about once a month (twice if I'm lucky) but every single time I've gotten past the first round I am rejected for someone who was recommended internally/someone with job experience. how am I supposed to get the experience I need if every opportunity is sniped from me?

I've been applying mostly on career pages of most companies and for any job that has software developer in the title or description, I'm willing to relocate to anywhere in the US I'm not sure how I can cast a bigger net without just leaving the CE industry that I spent so long studying for.

My resume has been reviewed countless times and okayed by technical professionals. I didn't get an internship in college so I know that's holding me back, but my college had a senior project where i worked on a technical project and I try to push that as much as I can. Is there any advice on finding entry-level jobs willing to hire fresh graduates with no work experience?

how do i go about today without feeling depressed??

share your hottest penny pinching tips, anticonsumerist bias, environmentally dubious upcycling, or any number of ways you get dirty looks for saving every dollar you earn.

Have you ever ran away from home, or been kicked out, or just been homeless in general?

how do you deal with this other than leaving them behind?

today I woke up crying because I was broke i hustle hard in multiple ways trying to make side income, work a job paying 12/h, do food deliveries on a bicycle and even with relative success I'm still broke and struggling to scale. i feel i am weak for crying. because i take insane risks sometimes without getting rewarded. it makes me feel retarded and like i get everything wrong. like i was blessed with a lot of opportunities but is too dumb to take advantage of them and really make the money. i feel like a complete failure and loser, struggling to balance chasing the money/survival with my academics.

a lot of the time I just can't find the motivation in myself to do certain things and end up cheating my way in with drugs, this makes me feel even more like a failure. i am diagnosed with ADHD along with anxiety and depression but stimulants are so expensive that I just use caffeine pills. i have been relying on caffeine to stop being a bitch for a long time infact since I was a kid. I would not have graduated high school if it was not for caffeine. how can I become stronger in the face of pressure/failure/wasted risks? instead of crying like a bitch in the morning. How can I be a more resilient person and a more motivated and driven person? and how can I become more intelligent to be able to balance academics with survival better? how can I stop relying on drugs to have this drive/energy in my brain, instead of that "oh no I can't be arsed" pain felt from brain to eyes?

Social media is too overstimulating, content being thrown at you from all directions, often vitriolic in nature Everyone talks in gay slang, ebonics, truncated vocabulary or valley-girlisms Nobody is sincere, all discussion is trying to get a one up on someone with thought terminating cliches to shut them down and keep up their fake social media character All modern media sucks with no exception, music, TV, games.

How do I escape it?

has anyone here changed their lives radically and impulsively? like moving to another country out of nowhere, deciding to leave the place you live to become homeless, something like that. and if so, please share a quick story of what you went throught. could be interesting