I think the excessive cases are mostly kink or edgelord art. There's the appeal of reverse engineering game mechanics in some of the mods depending the game.
Don't be so hard on yourself, keep putting yourself out there you may still find someone, it won't be Hollywood or conventional, but it will be something.
One day I'm going to do the everyone is wanted post, but it probably should be a badpost since how...off I realize it sounds typed or said outloud.
They might be having plans to make another sort of large military movement in the next days to weeks or expecting one, this is pretty common war strat of the oppressor stuff.
All of them
I would watch that movie
Lol this is pretty much the plot twist of Wizards
Unfortunate where I live the staffing agencies are super transphobic, they outed me to HR when I got into a factory job and since I've legally changed my name etc they made up a deadname based my legal one and misgendered me every 3s. Said agency also misrepresented all experience I did have as factory work. There was obviously no training due to this, quit in like 3 days.
In CA all the positions staffing agencies would offer all required blood draws, nothing like having your blood taken with nothing to show for it but a bruise on your arm and no work.
Not sure if China or Mexico
Just keep applying to whatever you can find, if you need to leave stuff about yourself off and try to get into one of those horseshit min wage jobs since some money coming in is better than none, especially if your parents are chill that helps you save money. Use chatbots to piece together a bullshit resume and cover letters, its chatbots, unicru personality tests and ATS AI bullshit all the way down to fucking capitalist hell. Play every trick you can to get a job. This is a failing of society rather than any personal one, never was, never will be, every time I see someone in a situation like yours (myself included, exact same scenario a few years older) it should trip that whole shake of injustice, not self deprecation. Survive is the game, it doesn't look pretty for most on this planet, and especially not in capitalist hellholes.
With all the hexagonal bears having employment issues maybe our own jobhacks sub should be in order.
Thirding this, if you need a reference can help (we should do a r/bemyreference knock off).
This is some old school rogue like birds are bats logic, bees swim through the air.