vv0ltz

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For manicpanda-art.bsky.social for donating to trans shelter :3 in c/furry@pawb.social
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 6 points 2 days ago

If you have no money but want to help, you can share this (https://pawb.fun/@vv0ltz/114161760468727380) post around, anything helps! Trans Shelter in Yerevan currently has financial issues and might close if it doesn't reach the goal till April... This is important to me because trans people from Russia suffer from political persecution (LGBT is in list of extremist organizations, trans people have zero protection and are also prohibited from getting any care) and can't migrate to safer countries, so their only option is to migrate to a transit country while wait for a visa. Armenia is one of them. Unfortunately it's very hard to get employed there. A lot of them become homeless. This is where this shelter comes to help

@furry

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For manicpanda-art.bsky.social for donating to trans shelter :3 (pawb.fun)
 

For manicpanda-art.bsky.social for donating to trans shelter :3

(You can get an art from me too if you donate here: https://buymeacoffee.com/centret)

@furry

#furry #furryart #trans #transgender #mastoart #digitalart

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(If you find the post's author I'll be very glad) (pawb.fun)
 

(If you find the post's author I'll be very glad)

#trans #transmasc

@ftm

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(yes, I already posted on wafrn, I don't care) (pawb.fun)
 

(yes, I already posted on wafrn, I don't care)

pixel render test, kinda like it but want to do high res next time

@furry

#furry #furryart #fursona #dog #blender #lowpoly #gif

I̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶3̶ ̶H̶O̶U̶R̶S̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶ ̶s̶h̶i̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶e̶e̶v̶e̶e̶ ̶s̶u̶c̶k̶s̶ ̶a̶s̶s̶ in c/furry@pawb.social
My funny side of ADHD is when I always place things at the right place, but I also forget about it in c/adhd@lemmy.world
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 2 points 3 weeks ago

@Rhynoplaz for me they're actually in right places, for example I leave my headphones at my charging station, on my desk, all the visible places where I work. Nothing really unpredictable, but I still keep forgetting and thinking I put them somewhere else

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My funny side of ADHD is when I always place things at the right place, but I also forget about it (pawb.fun)
 

My funny side of ADHD is when I always place things at the right place, but I also forget about it

Like, I always go "wow, this is such a logical place for them how could I forget about it". I wonder if there's anyone with similar thing haha

@adhd

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I̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶3̶ ̶H̶O̶U̶R̶S̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶ ̶s̶h̶i̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶e̶e̶v̶e̶e̶ ̶s̶u̶c̶k̶s̶ ̶a̶s̶s̶ (pawb.fun)
submitted 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by vv0ltz@pawb.fun to c/furry@pawb.social
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~~I wasted 3 HOURS on this fuckin shit because eevee sucks ass~~

Forgor I actually have 3d model of myself

@furry

#furry #furryart #fursona #blender #mastoart

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Brooding (pawb.fun)
submitted 4 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by vv0ltz@pawb.fun to c/furry@pawb.social
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Brooding

@furry

#MemVSMachine #furry #furryart #fursona #dog #robot

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What kind of trans masc/men problems should be talked about more? (pawb.fun)
 

What kind of trans masc/men problems should be talked about more?

Hi again, seems like today or yesterday was transmasc visibility day, ironically though I couldn't find any info about it on DuckDuckGO browser.

I know that researches about transmasculine people are almost nonexistent or not so easily accessed on web, especially in Russian spaces, so that's why I have a very little neocities page I and my family run for Russian audience. But we're people too, can get exhausted and run out of ideas, so use this post as an outlet for your frustrations with lack of visibility and maybe I will pick some ideas for articles out of it.

For example, I mentioned lack of information in queer Russian spaces. How many articles about bottom growth (very common thing for those on T) was there in Russian? *None.* Thankfully there are plenty of articles about bottom growth in English, so all we had to do is to translate, but that's still a frustrating fact. None of the Russian trans NGOs tackled it neither, afaik

@ftm

It does feel lonely on fedi as trans guy in c/ftm@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 16 points 1 month ago (2 children)

@hildegarde that's an interesting theory. Might explain why I saw equally both transmascs and transfems on Tumblr, for example, though many transfems are leaving due to Tumblr staff being hostile to them. I also guess disproportion may be caused by transmascs tending to be silent about themselves for various reasons

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It does feel lonely on fedi as trans guy (pawb.fun)
 

It does feel lonely on fedi as trans guy

Not just as trans guy, but also the one who isn't that much interested in tech (I can learn something for my amateur website, but that's it).

It's also kinda interesting that I used to have even some aversion to learning tech due to family trauma (don't force your own goals on your kids) and misogyny in IT spaces, which makes makes it a bit harder to have joy in learning it (and also it's fucking hard, I need explanations like I'm 5 or I won't understand). Though among my all-transmasc family members I'm still the one most interested in IT, LOL.

And basically that's why I find bluesky more appealing to me lately, simply because I see variety of interests and more transmascs. If I see memes and shitposts in trans communities on fedi, they're oriented mostly to transfems into tech (which I don't mind at all, I'm just not the target audience). Despite all of that, I will continue to actively use fedi at least to be the one who makes some variety here :D

@ftm

We gay 😎 in c/furry@pawb.social
Introduce yourself in c/ftm@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 3 points 1 month ago

@cowboycrustation Thank you! I'm glad that there are alive (or at least semi alive) transmasc centered communities on fedi

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We gay 😎 (pawb.fun)
 

We gay 😎

Valentine's day gift for https://www.furaffinity.net/user/majesticcorn2000

@furry

#gay #mlm #transmasc #digitalart #art #furry #furryart #fursona #dog #cat

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[CW: misogyny] First experience with misogynistic men (pawb.fun)
 

[CW: misogyny] First experience with misogynistic men

I'd like to post about one time when I somehow passed enough as a guy, even though I didn't bind and overall was dressed more "ambiguously". It was a taxi driver that was talking to me about women being an objects for sex as if I'd relate. I tried to argue, but overall I have learned defensive mechanism to laugh at uncomfortable situations. Friend told me after that situation that men in general don't have to laugh if something others have said sucks ass, because men are more allowed to disagree, so I guess I have to unlearn some stuff to deal with it better.

In general, I hate the fact that the more you pass the more comfortable cis men are with saying disgusting shit about women around you, especially since I did (and still am) go through misogyny. I hope I'll be able to deal with it better in a future.

If you have any tips, I'd be glad to hear, this situation definitely made me use only public transport if possible for a while 😭

@ftm

Introduce yourself in c/ftm@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 3 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Hi, I'm just lurking at trans masc spaces on fedi, but decided to comment from my mastodon account, so I hope this comment federates well

I'm a Russian 21 year old nonbinary trans guy who has been 1 year on testosterone. My transition journey is quite interesting because I didn't have as overt dysphoria as it is usually portrayed in media. For example, for me it wasn't pure hatred of my body, but rather going through dissociative episodes. I felt "fine" as a cis woman until I realized that something better could be done.

Most gender affirming items are neckties and belts lol, I'm just a huge fan of suits in general.

Waiting for my moustache to grow 😭, but what I've already got is fat redistribution, some body hair, acne and low enough voice, which used to be one of my main sources of dysphoria, so I'm doing quite well.

With current events and the fact that I'm Russian immigrant in a country that also goes Russia-mode it's quite unpredictable, but I have enough support to not go insane

(Testing posting on lemmy from mastodon) in c/furry@pawb.social
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 5 points 1 month ago

@Foxfire I received the notif, so everything works apparently :DD

(Testing posting on lemmy from mastodon) in c/furry@pawb.social
[–] vv0ltz@pawb.fun 6 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Fediverse really is cool, huh

Haven't figured out replies yet

@furry

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(Testing posting on lemmy from mastodon) (pawb.fun)
 

(Testing posting on lemmy from mastodon)

Hi, look at this goober, he's my furred sona :DD

@furry

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