panic shuts off the front brain and we stop thinking critically. it wasn't exactly a thought out strategy. not defending the woman, but if you're someday getting attacked and honestly believe you're going to be killed, and you react in a way that could have been less harmful to your attacker and still effective in retrospect, I curse you to have someone on the internet describe your actions as that of a degenerate! now deal with that curse cause it aint comin' off bud