I have no intention. I don't know where this will land, what community it will be shuffled to. This is how most of my posts start. I just express myself authentically and ny art is made. A lot of people don't understand my art. That is part of the design of my art. There is a function to man on the cross: it gets the bad Romans to oust themselves, and thus the highest games of society are played.
I'm not diagnosised with any ASD, though doctors have talked to me at length about being on the spectrum, and staff have given me much literature on the subject. The joke is, they're aware I'll have to flee to Canada sometime, because I are the definition of neurodivergent, and thus must be used as bait. Is that what's happening? I had a breakdown in college and lied to my ROTC cadre and ever since, I don't know what reality is. But I have faith in God, whatever phenomena that word is describing, and thus I know God is good.
Something I learned early in my strange neurospicy life is that what I understood as my "reality" was really a composition of a particular "reality tunnel," which was part of me learning bigger picture things that led to me learning that a key part of autism has to to with the nature of our attention coordination. This was early reading in my MKULTRA hullabaloo:
https://www.reddit.com/r/ShrugLifeSyndicate/s/I6gLbPEl7Q
But there's this concept that beings can be in alternate states of consciousness that are dependent on individuality and group processing, like a flock of birds or a school of fish are processing reality differently than we are as humans, similarly individual humans are processing reality in a different way than the masses, and this is PART of what autism is.
...I saw where this post MUST go about three paragraphs ago, and I just carried it there as "God" carried me here, and in that, one must understand that "the community" has alternate modes of communication that one on one individual communication can happen. And by this, I mean, if you have an addiction, "the community" will learn of it, and then "the community" has alternate ways of saying things to parts of itself that most people are not even fully conscious of, but I have this post that may illuminate the nature of this phenomenon. I think this is all I need to say to spark the wires in the heads that need to be lit up.
You're a good person because you at least try to see me, and I'm a good person because I am schizoböiaglogiasia and I can't expect everyone to understand me fully, but we meet each other in the middle and can have a mutually beneficial conversation. What is most "concerning" to you about me? I haven't even gone full power yet! At all on Lemmy!
I am not really concerned (yet), i do resonate a lot with this kind of energies myself and its something i have to balance if i don’t want it to let it consume the current life i build.
So if there is concern it’s actually both ways. We could probably have the kind deep talk where we amplify each other. But we are not, it would be too powerful and go against classic medical recommendations.
Hippocrates said any physician who does not practice astrology is not working to their full capacity, that's classic medical recommendations, and it works because the Earth is a computer and higher dimensional memetic life is replicating itself through our biological systems. But, I'm just doing the thing you said not to do.
This is where I have concerns for myself as being an idiot online is almost compulsory, but I think I help people? I've been doing my educational (f)art project for twelve years and the occasional person has overtly nice things to say, which gives clarity to the number of people who do a stimulus-response and tell me to take the medication i'm already taking, so that's the lens I read your words through but you seem mindfully kind and I thank you for being you.