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A sad place for sad people to be sad.

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This community is for people with depression. Memes and general discussion about depression are encouraged and welcome.

Bi-polar people are also allowed to post here but only sometimes.(joke)

This community is aimed at being inclusive for all people with depression and as such should be free of racism, homophobia, trans-phobia, sexism, patriarch and all other forms of hate-speech.

Trolls will be banned!

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Some resources posted from helpful people:

Therapy is not for everyone, check out peer counseling instead: https://www.americanmentalwellness.org/intervention/peer-support/

Find health professionals: https://www.psychologytoday.com/

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submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by bellly@sopuli.xyz to c/depression_now@lemmy.world

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No one will ever care for me the way I care for them. There must be something so fundamentally repulsive about me, that people are willing to use me but the moment I try to open up I get cast aside. I dont blame them. No one wants a burden in their life. Maybe things could be different if I wasnt so ugly. But it wouldn't really matter, because id still be broken beyond repair. I guess my father was right when he said no one would ever love me. He was right and it hurts. I already know that I will eventually kill myself. Im not sure how to write a suicide note, but if it's bad I at least won't have to live with it

Edit: and before anyone says the "don't kill yourself, I care blah blah" bullshit platitudes: you do not know me. The person you are saying that to is some imaginary person you just made up in your head. A person who is "good enough" and "able to be loved", and whatever other nonsense you thought of. But I am not that person. You wouldn't know that, though. Because you do not know me.

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[–] bananapinball@sh.itjust.works 10 points 1 month ago (1 children)

I've always been facinated by how much everybody focus on how others perceive them, when the most important part is to learn to love yourself.

[–] bellly@sopuli.xyz 6 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

I guess it's a question whether value is bestowed or inherent. To me, personally, it's bestowed, because I was never made to feel like simply existing had value in and of itself. But awesome skill if you can live in complete disregard of your own upbringing and other people's opinions and just ball. Or maybe you dont have to