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I hate my life (thelemmy.club)

submitted 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) by hayyy@thelemmy.club to c/vent@lemmy.world

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Someone please help me. Im drowning.

I hate my body.

My cousins are here for my brothers birthday tomorrow and they’re all in my sisters room enjoying time together like a normal happy family. And yet again I’m alone feeling like the piece of 💩 of the family.

I wish I actually felt at home with my family like they all do. I just feel miserable all the time and like I should just end it. I’m dependent on my family for a place to stay and I feel like such an outsider. I can’t join in. I’m the joke of the family. Everything is so confusing. And my body feels like shit. I just feel like a ball of poop more than a family member. I wish I could be happy when people are here but it makes me sad because I can’t join in. They think I’m a r*tard.

All I do is doomscroll and bed rot. I don’t even feel alive. I feel like a ghost. I hate the way I look. I just want to feel like I belong in my so called family. Every day is hell.

I wish I felt like I matter.

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[–] Strider@lemmy.world 1 points 5 days ago

Many fake things. And forget.

But as I said you could also be different. Have different chemical balance where you need medication, be different e.g. Neurodivergent and just tick diffetently.

I'm the latter and always like to poke people to find out, there's a huge variety out there and yet we only 'see' the generic majority.

My life has different rules, if I don't look out I will be (and was!) very unhappy and that also reflected to my body.

Oh bit others also give you well meaning help that might be wrong for you and lead you to feel even worse. So you need to know yourself.