Can't tell how often I've been dragged to parties that I just did not enjoy. And every frikkin' pub and bar really has way too loud music. Can't talk to anyone, have to scream everything and messages still barely get across. People just getting shitfaced for the sake of getting shitfaced, then play it off as if the next day headache was something really awesome to go through and they had the best time of their life, but they can't recall a single thing. Also like most of the nights people would just randomly disappear one-by-one over the night and I had no clue whether they went home, to another club or something else happened. Makes me sound like a grandpa, but I honestly don't see the appeal anymore.

Nah I'm good.

1. Be expected to hold a conversation

2. Turn up the music so loud you can't hear anyone

3. ????

4. Friendship!

I stopped hanging out with the group of friends shared no interests with. They're mostly pleasant but can only do something I actively dislike so much.

The work home hermit life suits me just fine. Don't feel obligated by the friendships or get put in position of feeling guilt to be somewhere don't wanna be.

Replace music with machine noise and this is me at work every day.

I never understood people not leaving a party if the have no pleasure there.