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Okay, so I'm nervous as shit. I got into some burnt toast theory shit... a bad situation led me to getting to know this person.

And we haven't been talking for much, but I'm feeling a spark. I haven't stated anything that explicitly tells her how I feel, not even close, but in getting to know her... I learned she checks many important boxes of mine.

In this corny, dramatic, old-ass comment, I mentioned 5 dating requirements.

And she checks... all of them. It almost feels unbelievable.

It would be long-distance, but at least it's the same country and time zone... I've done way worse, in terms of distance, long-distance relationships before.

Not only is she a communist and a vegan, but she does a lot of activism for both of them. She's very loud and vocal for Palestine, and I love it. Not only do I admire that about her, but it inspires me to do more... whatever I can. I have to be safe here.

And I think that's why I have such little confidence in my rizz now... it feels like the risk is too much.

If I try to rizz up someone that I'm not feeling this much of a vibe with, I can do it more confidently, but this... oh my God... I'm a little scared.

She's so nice and sweet as a person too. I'm taking it slow and easy for now. I'll shoot her a message asking about her day tomorrow.

Just... wish me luck, comrades.