[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 17 points 3 days ago

My condolences to all trans Americans because of the next four years. ๐Ÿซ‚

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cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3765355

Harsh winter is coming, if you can, please help.

https://www.instagram.com/taghread__family/

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cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3765355

Harsh winter is coming, if you can, please help.

https://www.instagram.com/taghread__family/

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cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3765355

Harsh winter is coming, if you can, please help.

https://www.instagram.com/taghread__family/

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by Mantikora@hexbear.net to c/palestine@lemmygrad.ml

Harsh winter is coming, if you can, please help.

https://www.instagram.com/taghread__family/

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Bombings in Jabalia (i.imgur.com)

Self explanatory. Who bombs people with such an artillery??!!!

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Self explanatory. I had to cut it because of duration.

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I know that everyone who follows this carnage in Gaza and wider is fucked up. I see it. So if you want to comfort me by saying I'm not alone, it won't work.

I can't take it anymore. I'm avoiding my shrink because she will gaslight me that I am doing this to myself alone. She'll tell me not to follow the news, not to interact with people online about this and such stuff. I never found the words to defend my support to Gaza to her. I won't stop watching. It's the least I can do. I don't want to turn my head and continue with my life. I don't understand how doesn't she get that. And I don't understand how people can not think about what's happening in Gaza.

Yeah, genocide is making me devastated and depressed and the only way I can feel better is if someone could end this carnage in the Middle East. But even after that, it's impossible to just forget and be happy like nothing happened. I will always carry this scar, I feel.

I also feel selfish for writing this. Because Gazans are the ones who suffer, I'm just depressed from what's happening to them, what are scum doing to them. I feel guilt for eating, for taking a cab to work, for buying skincare... I'm spending so much money on donations and even the fact I'm doing something to those people doesn't comfort me.

I'm trying to avoid the news. I just follow Gaza Now and watching what is fucking Pissrael doing to Gaza and wider. I can watch disfigured kids, but I can't read news, even from leftist outlets because I am sick and tired of talking and this is not ending. Just talk talk talk.

First thing I do when I wake up is checking if my friends from Gaza were online. That's indication if they're still alive. If they weren't online, my heart will sink until someone from them sends me a message and while I'm waiting, I'm trying to find out what happened.

I can't take it anymore. I'm constantly thinking about them and how the hell are they surviving this. My heart literally bleeds together with theirs. I want this to fucking end and I want my friends to live. I want their sufferings to finally end.

I hate everyone, I'm scared what's waiting for us and I can't believe that we're witnessing this.

I'm on 20mg of lexapro and it helps. But I am nevertheless so fucking depressed. Where's this planet going? Why did it have to be this way?

I'll die. I will literally die from sadnesses and hopelessness.

USA and Israel and all of your fucking allies, FUCK YOU. I hope something really bad will happen to you. You've destroyed all of our lives, but above everything, you genocide people in front of our eyes. Fuck you to hell, fucking monsters.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 81 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

Beautiful introduction to the discussion.

I would like to remind everyone of donating directly to the families in Gaza. Many, many of them have GoFundMe and similar campaigns where they ask us for help. They need money. Try to imagine being starved and trying to run for your life. Sick, injured and on top of that starved and to be under constant bombing running for your life or what's left of it. Money we send them is used for basic necessities us free people (as resistance calls us) don't even think about. So please, please, consider "adopting" a family and help them survive this hell.

There's a lot of discussion on how they even receive that money. They do, through merchants (war dogs) who have the cash, so they're also a money exchange, since they receive it from the sender (usually campaign organizer) on their bank account and pay out cash to the receivers, with very high provisions, 15-30%.

Aid by organisations, unfortunately, get stuck. I don't even want to go into the depths of corruption during the war, but every war is like that, brings out the worse in those who can use the situation to their benefit. Also, let's not forget that the criminal IOF is attacking aid trucks. A lot of Gazans told me most of the aid just doesn't come through. That's why direct donations are the best way to help.

I've just sent an eSIM to these kids https://youtube.com/@ahmed-and-mahmoud-days, so, where is a will, there's a way.

Hope you will join many of us and donate.

Here are few campaigns:

https://gogetfunding.com/aya-al-harazin/

https://www.gofundme.com/f/daily-needs-for-gaza

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-us-rebuild-our-lives-after-we-lost-everything-in-gaza

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-dr-yasmine-and-her-family-evacuate-from-gaza

https://gogetfunding.com/evacuate-my-family-from-gaza-and-help-sisters-and-brother-complete-education/

https://www.gofundme.com/f/dnhmg-help-my-brother-a-down-syndrome-patient

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-yamen-undergo-surgery-in-gaza

https://www.gofundme.com/f/urgent-support-for-a-pregnant-mother-and-her-daughter

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-reem-albeshs-family-escape-gaza

https://chuffed.org/project/112789-help-motasem-and-his-family-survive

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-mahmoud-and-his-family-to-safety

https://chuffed.org/project/113625-support-afafs-survival-in-gaza-including-cancer-treatment

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[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 115 points 1 month ago

Today my heart broke because that guy I posted about, whom I'm helping and trying to find more donors, I asked him what will they do if this https://edition.cnn.com/2024/09/22/middleeast/netanyahu-gaza-hamas-expulsions-plan-intl/index.html happens. He told me they're tired, exhausted and staying on north, that he wishes to die because he's tired of seeing death... I broke. I literally broke and cried until I knocked myself with xanax because it was unbearable. I was practically saying goodbye to him and his family today. Three months, we knew each other three months, we shared our thoughts, I would comfort him, he would comfort me... A part of me died today. Saying goodbye to him was one of the most hurtful thing to experience for me. He is my friend and my friend told me he's waiting to die and if Netanyahu does this, they're staying to die. He told me not to be sad, which made me sob even harder.

Damn fucking Israel and damn fucking USA. I wish Netanyahu, his government, his army and his settlers that Israel collapses, that they lose everything and one by one gets mysteriously shot in the head. Fuck you, Biden! Netanyahu, choke! I hate you all so much, I wish you all die in a stampedo of people who will beat you to death. One of those foots in the head is mine. Drop dead, scum, I wish you nothing but death and death of your families, that your seed disappears, like my Palestinians lost everything, like they'll never have children and future. FUCK YOU!!!

I have a friend from Lebanon, I haven't heard from him in months. I don't know what's with his family in Lebanon, is he ok...

Fucking Israel is taking everything from us. We're maybe tertiary victim of this, but we are also victims. One year we're watching this genocide, nothing was solved, it's even worse now and now they mutilated Lebanese men and bombing their land. We're empty, depressed, defeated and helpless together with the primary victims. Nothing we did didn't made Biden to fucking get Israel at its place. It's only worse.

Israel will be dead, Palestine will be free. Fuck you, Zionists, fuck off and die and choke in your blood. Monsters. Nothing but monsters and scum.

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[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 24 points 1 month ago

What? ๐Ÿ˜… Most of them admit they're Israelis and the rest of the people are on the side of Israhell. It's really nuts there, like you took bad acid and you see shit that you know can't be real, but it is.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 27 points 1 month ago

I'm still in a some kind of shock on what happened to that platform. The reason why I was perma banned is ludacris, stated as hate speech and I see literal hate speech passing without anyone's intervention. Feels like a parallel universe there. Hasbara bots everywhere, no one sanctioned, propalestinian accounts being banned... Psycho shit.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 31 points 1 month ago

Go to r/Lebanon. It's full of Zionists and the whole sub hates Hezbollah and justifies Israel. I don't understand. If those are Lebanese people, they should stand with Palestine, but unfortunately, just like Iranians, they're fed up with them. Tragic. Instead of hating the invader, they hate the victim.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 28 points 1 month ago

Of course it was.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 39 points 1 month ago

I don't know about you, but I am in a fucking shock. After one year of Gaza a person would think it can't go any further than Gaza. Obviously it can.

I'm thinking of all of those men who lost their penises... Imagine, being a traditional man and losing your penis. Imagine the pain behind that. I'm a woman and I can feel it, how humiliating it has to be.

And I know ITF and Mossad laughed. This is funny to them.

We live in a despicable world.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 38 points 2 months ago

And what do French citizens say about this? ๐Ÿ’…

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 26 points 2 months ago

Oh, f slur is here pretty common when you want to say that someone is a lousy person. Even my gay friends use it. I'm telling you, Balkans is a really wild place and growing up here as old millennial as well and now being social only online among different people and different generations, I've started to think about the way we use words. And yeah, my first reaction is "you don't get to tell me how to speak" until I realize that it really isn't ok to say it and sometimes I really need an explanation to understand it and stop doing it. Call me stupid, I won't get offended because I really can be stupid sometimes, that's why I asked this.

[-] Mantikora@hexbear.net 26 points 2 months ago

I got perma ban for this. This is hate speech. ๐Ÿ˜‰

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