Muckle

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[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 1 points 5 hours ago (1 children)

I through it would make an interesting thread and it be nice if people heard about this condition from someone who actually has it.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 1 points 5 hours ago

Yes and no, they don't as that would probably make me lose them considering how stigmatized it is.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 1 points 5 hours ago

I just like being around people. It's weird, I'm social but anti social.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 1 points 5 hours ago

A pink Buddha statue

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 2 points 2 days ago

He would say "you stupid" because there isn't a door only a gate

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 4 points 2 days ago (1 children)

"Do you wish you knew how other’s emotions feel?"

Yeah, it would give me a lot of insight into those around me.

"Is your life still enjoyable although you experience emotions differently?"

Not really. The thing is with ASPD you get board really quickly and super easily. So I feel like I'm more dependent on thrill and excitement then other people.

"Does it take a lot of practice to be able to manipulate others well?"

Not really. It's just something that's second nature to me.

"Do you view your condition as a true disorder or an advantageous adaptive trait? (There are some convincing scientific data supporting the idea that psychopathy is not a disorder.)"

Both, on one hand empathy can be pretty difficult to live with but on the other ASPD is a very stigmatized thing to have.

"Can you easily recognize psychopathy in world leaders?"

I'm not a therapist so no.

"Do you sincerely care about a person in your life"

No, since I'm incapable of caring or empathizing for anyone else.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 2 points 2 days ago (4 children)

"rapist"? I'm a anything but. Trust me, you haven't seen more willing participants in your life.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 7 points 2 days ago

Well, there's been lots. I remember this one inmate who was just a very interesting person to talk to. He knew a lot about history and geography and could talk your ears off and early Hollywood. He was a nice guy. Then there was this one inmate who at first seem like a nice, quite old man until I found out he was serving life for murdering seven people. One of which was his own son. I also had another inmate who was one of Anita Cobby's killers. I know another one who was like a GTA character but in real life. I don't want to too much into details but he was a former dirty police officer who was serving time for every crime under the sun. He was well connected to the Australian under world and we would have so many conversations not just about his criminal history but just about his life in general. He died last year. I miss that dude.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 4 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Yes, I do. I try to keep it about little things though. I don't lie as much as I did when I was younger. I have made a lot of progress in this area.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 7 points 2 days ago (2 children)

No problem. In prison every now and then when nobody is watching I like to have sex with some of the inmates. It's half the reason I got the job.

[–] Muckle@aussie.zone 8 points 2 days ago (12 children)

Get up really tried, go to work, fuck a bunch of inmates, go home, smoke weed until I past out, repeat

 

I am a 25 year old woman was diagnosed with ASPD at age 20, ask me anything

 

I have been a prison guard for two years now, ask me anything

 

So a few years ago I worked as a stripper for like a year and a half to pay for some things. Looking back I really regret doing it. I'm always about people finding out about it in the future and it effecting my employability. So far nobody except a few friends know about and I hope to keep it that way but I'm worried that in the future it could come back to bite me.

Is there anyway I can keep this thing permanently hidden and if not then what should I do in the future if someone finds out? Like, how badly would it effect my image and is there anything I can do about it? What do I say to people of they find out?

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