Sol_Tradguy

i dont mean to be a treat demon but when the halal guy hears my "a little bit of hot sauce" and gives me "a moderate amount of hot sauce" that shit has real world consequences i have an invisible disability taking four imodium in a day cannot be healthy

(anyway i still dont make a fuss i just shit out my doodooass the next day in silence)

everything feels terrible alone at night when i don't drink. i blamed my inability to immerse in any of the activities i might want to do during this time of day to depression, but im not that depressed rn broadly in the rest of my life, so im starting to think my drinking might be to self medicate my ADHD and my depression and anxiety?????? definitely gonna finally look into a psychiatrist once my new insurance card comes to get on some dang amphetamines

a wifeguy without a partner is basically akin to the creature gollum, dreamed up by one John Ronald Reuel Tolkien

the microplastics in my skull are not very happy with me -- that's okay, I'll still keep drinking that garbage

no, i will simply recognize the distinction between the two as mere illusion i am of the plastics and the plastics are of me

no such thing as twink privilege on the str8 apps

Lost Highway is cishet Mulholland Drive, ackshully

when i was a teen i think part of why i got into david lynch because i read about how his works were an influence on silent hill 2, and this is the one where i think you can see that lineage the most in terms of plot/thematic similarities

rewatched Lost Highway for the first time in about a decade and that shit is fire. i was a little too crossfaded by the end so i want to rewatch the last like 15-20 mins. very confusing but i think the kind of thing where looking for a literal explanation really isn't the point? (same could be said for mullholand drive to a lesser extent, i think that one has a generally accepted explanation for what's literally goin on though)

yeah and it's usually kinda Cringe but occasionally it's so Lit without you even having to try at all (but therein lies the potential for heartbreak )