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and she's in bed next to me braless and smoking

Why does something so fukken hot as smoking have to be so incredibly unhealthy (ಥ﹏ಥ)

I... Having someone lay down on your tiddies hurts even if you don't have much (AA cup talking from experience here)...

Ah shit I should really learn how to spell (or disable autocorrect)...

Yeah I meant Aromantic

I must confess, I'm.... Well I'm in some sort of Ace and kinda Aro relationship so I still yearn for someone to kiss me (lucky me that it's an open relationship but I'm not gonna find anyone who wants to kiss me)

!my gf does sometimes play with my tits tho and it's the fucking best feeling ever!<

Edit: spelling

I'm actually generally scared of the fact that the entire world seems to wander more into right-wing conservatism...

My main hope is that parties like the AfD, the FPÖ (right-wing extremist party that won the election in Austria), Trump, ... will see things like gender identity as more of a side issue in the world and not doing anything, neither good nor bad because they have "better" things to do. I have no clue how gender identity even became a political issue in the first place but it really needs to stop

Autocorrect strikes again ;w;

Well I tried but I wasn't good at it at all... I wish there where more dom trams girls ;-;

I am cute and quirky precisely because I am medicated (tho it should stop in at most an hour for today... I'm scared, I've cried enough this week already)

I'm definitely not cute no matter what drug yall are on.

Yes you are. I don't know you personally or know how you look like but I still know that you are. Being cute isn't a measure of physical appearance, but a combo of everything that makes you be yourself. No matter what you feel is true about yourself, there are people out there that will like you for who you are and will think of you as cute, be it in appearance, personality, interests, or whatever (and all of that even without drugs).

and i need recreational drugs.

Please be careful... You don't seem to be in the best state of mind right now and irresponsible/consistent drug use (especially in a hard time) can easily lead into addiction but you probably already know that anyways. Please, for your own sake, try to take care of yourself.

Yeah but sitting and cuddling yourself up into a ball by tucking your knees into your hoodie makes your back do the hurty... Or I'm just getting old

This is the first winter on estrogen and the first winter with my heater on full blast

I'm scared of the quarterly gas bill (｡﹏ ｡*)

Hmm you definitely do have a point, thank you for explaining c: