windowlicker

injections are still technically a higher dose of e going into you than pills huh? because i definitely feel it. i've been weird with mood lately but i'm not sure if that's other factors unrelated to it. my provider has me on 10mg every 10 days for some reason, i might push it back to every 7.

also voice training is so hard :(

i think the biggest overall feeling is how much weight feels like it’s been lifted off of you. it’s probably all psychological but it feels like you wake up from something or like you’ve been pinned under a boulder your whole life and finally had it lifted. i’ve only felt alive as long as i’ve been on hrt. and i think this is why so many feel like they experience emotion deeper than before, a general numbness goes away and you feel more in tune with your own emotions.

as for actual physiological change, you can expect skin feeling softer over time and of course the pain in your chest with breast development. i feel like i noticed scents a lot more often and definitely feel temperature much more than i did.

it all seems so daunting at first, but it’s a journey laden with joy.

well, there's nothing you can do to "look trans" unless you want to reproduce some really fucked up stereotypes. maybe it's best not to use transness as something to offend others? to utilize a lived reality as something to get a rise out of somebody. just my advice as a trans person.

exactly what im thinking. i don't know how you can make an outfit "look trans". feels reeeaally iffy to even say.

i don't really know what to suggest that won't reproduce harmful stereotypes. what's wrong with just doing drag? conservatives fucking hate that and they can't even tell the difference between being trans and doing drag.

i have literally never seen these terms used in any other way than like, people basically calling me a man or at least not seriously a woman or differentiating me from womanhood in some way. like, for the cis "allies" who think it's inclusive but also feel uncomfortable with allowing me into womanhood, so to speak. designations on genitalia like this are genuinely only useful in a medical setting and none else.

the one time he finally decides to do something cool with the last few months in office, out of all the cool things he could have done, he does this?

engels, who would soon become freya engels after reading karla's persuasive letter

i’m assuming the book of common prayer, a central document of the church of england

went out tonight dressed as ripley from alien. simple costume but looked good, and i already have curly hair.

he doubled down on this statement by literally saying "yeah, sure, why not?" to joe rogan. america is a joke.