Cigarettes, cigars, and pipes still smell wonderful to me, and if was free and wasn't going to kill me, I'd absolutely start again. But I haven't had any real cravings or dreams about smoking since about four months after I quit.

I got soooo lucky. I smoked a bunch for a bit less than a year. One day, I had my morning cigarette and it felt AWFUL. No pleasure, just debilitation. I tried again the next day, same thing. Since then, I’ve smoked a few times and it’s always a mistake. My brain just stopped liking them.

Unfortunately it did the same thing with caffeine. I really miss coffee.

Weed, too. I miss getting high without feeling like I’m going to die.