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submitted 3 weeks ago by BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net to c/doomer@hexbear.net

one life, one body. one existence.

And this is what I get. Born wrong, deformed, mutilated. Everything forever wrong. An outsider. Stuck in pain.

People have told me I'm grieving and I have to accept this, I can't. I can't stop thinking about it. About what should have been. What never can be.

And that's it, isn't it. I get one chance at this and this is what I get. I wish I'd been aborted and someone else got to live.

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[–] segfault11@hexbear.net 12 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

sometimes i feel this way, but the rest of the time the joker mentality helps me accept the absurd life i'm living (aka cope) i-do

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

Only cope that seems to work for me is maladaptive daydreaming, but the moments of clarity and seeing what actually exists just breaks me

I honestly don't even understand what it would be to embrace the absurdity of life.

suicide

Like I feel like fully accepting how crazy my life is just makes me want to kms. It's unbelievable. It's horror