I cant do it anymore without yelling at people, and thats not who I want to be.
Joined a few "antifascist" circles on my socials, and fuck, its...rough. Just spent 10 minutes going back and forth with a 
defender who refused to google anything. Tons of anticommunism. Lots of "vote blue no matter who." Their idea seems to be that fascism begins and ends with Trump/Maga and is not the natural state of Amerikkka.
Every now and then I'll come across someone who has done the reading, learned the history, and is trying to teach - but 9/10 times its a meme page and not an individual person, which us...surprising for some reason.
Anyways ive hit the point where "social media has sent me a silly notification, i shall neither read nor respond to it." Fuck it is slept like shit and am grumpy so im napping.
cw: doomer
when I saw how few people were moved by the livestreamed genocide and people being burned alive I gave up on the imperial core people around me. they just want to enjoy the fading dividends of whiteness without having to think about the growing pile of children's skulls they perch upon