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The US has quietly deployed nuclear weapons to the UK for the first time since the end of the Cold War.
(www.kenklippenstein.com)
nuclear war gives me so much anxiety. It's absurd that people have lived with Armageddon hanging over them for almost a hundred years now. I imagine that alone has done unimaginable harm to literally everyone's psyche, just constant stress and trauma for everyone.
and personally it just gets worse and worse over time. I just expect if nothing else for something to happen, even if it's a fucking accident, and then, woops. I don't dream often but when I do a frequent recurrence is just helplessly watching the bombs drop until one gets me
After moving out to a rural town, now we're at least 30 minutes from the international airport, which I think would be the only reason for a bomb to drop here, so I tell myself maybe we'd survive. But then I think about watching Threads and obviously I'm not sure if I'd want to.
