I sort of promised myself I could have a couple of our home brewed beers at my wife's birthday party. So I had a few but quickly realised I just really don't have the ability to apply the brakes. It got very late. I was super hung over the next morning.
All in all, I think I'm 'cured' for the time being, I don't feel like having drinks on weekdays anymore and I'm not busy thinking about the next time I'll allow myself to have a drink.
After a full month of not drinking, I think I see what it's doing my body and I'm just curious to see scar happens if I apply the same to February. So my rule will be that I can have a drink at a special occasion and it's still okay to go a little overboard, but other than that I'll drink tea or lemonade or whatever.