Despicable
AdmiralDoohickey
CrossCode
The desert temple and the jungle area are too tedious even if they are as quality as the rest of the game. The story ending in the DLC was ass and
didn't resolve some things that needed to imo, mainly:
spoiler
Sidwell's fate
Rabi-Ribi
I can tolerate the fanservice because I have terminal weeb brainrot since childhood, but I can't recommend the game to anyone else even though it is a great metroidvania with awesome bossfights and music.
ZeroRanger
(endgame spoilers for ZeroRanger and Void Stranger)
The save-deleting gamble near the end of the game fits perfectly with the buddhism theme, as it symbolizes surrendering
your earthly attachments to achieve enlightenment, however I feel it violates some fundamental game design sanity rule.
This might be a me issue honestly, because due to ADHD I get frustrated with repetition easily. Doing it again in Void Stranger
was inexcusable though, it didn't enhance the value of the game as art in any way and seemed as something the dev did to
be quirky.
Breath of the Wild
It would have been a perfect game I could play forever if it had bigger dungeons and more than 10 enemy types.
(CW substance abuse)
I might be forming an addiction to dissociatives. I'm not sure if my experience qualifies, but I am pretty depressed due to my executive
dysfunction issues which are exacerbated by work, and whenever I feel particularly down I feel an intense craving for the drugs. Is this
how it begins? I am trying really hard to not take them, but sometimes I think that since my life (excluding my relationships thankfully) is
fucked, I deserve the relief my bladder be damned
I don't really like multiplayer games, but thanks for the offer
- Go to steam library
- Play nothing
- Refresh hexbear
- Read 1-2 replies
- Go to Youtube's New for You
- Find nothing
- Repeat
I am in one of my "I can't find anything to do even though I have a ton of things to try" phases again. My brain is so fickle sometimes
I am supposed to go to the office every day and I have already stayed at home for two days lmao. I am waiting with bated breath to see if I will get an angry message from my boss. Yesterday I slept all day after work (I went to the office), so I wasn't able to shower and I couldn't go to work today while stimky. I'm such a trainwreck holy shit
The Handmaiden
Something similar happened with our chat as well. My life has some very good parts right now, but I can't help but miss the chaotic fun of those days sometimes
I might not be able to find more cool stuff due to work, but I truly want to share everything I found with the world somehow. I even dreamt that I talked about ZeroRanger with a coworker and that I agitated to all of my coworkers about communism. I want to express myself without fearing that neurotypicals will find me weird but I don't know how.
I always wondered why my parents had such mid taste as I grew up, but when I found their old records I understood. They weren't always like that, when they were young, they had their favs but work and children changed everything. Now I understand this from experience as well, I don't find as many hidden gem songs, anime, games etc anymore, I just don't have the time and energy and stick to what I know. I also suspect that this is one of the reasons why older people have old beliefs, they just don't have the time to think about things. This effect honestly scares me, I can already feel that I am much more boring than 8 months before, and I don't have the time to follow the news, read theory and essays, and experience some peak media like I did before. I only feel like my old, cooler self on drugs, I hate this
I saw my mother naked at 7yo so I started crying and pretended to have fainted (because I saw that in a cartoon), then my grandpa told me I will see more naked women in the future while laughing