journalposting
i try not to post about crushes in anything but the most broad undetailed detail anymore and i dont even really have one singular crush atm but someone in my life who i like & respect i really think either dislikes me or likes me in a way they arent comfortable with, i cannot think of another explanation at this point (first option much more likely). this weird dynamic has been going on for as long as ive known them and it's getting old. like idc really even about some romantic end goal but i just genuinely think we could be boys if we got over the weird vibe between us and gave each other more of a chance?
i get sensitive reflective soul from them & i am 100 percent also that and those people r my ride or dies. i also get the vibe they and i are both gentle and loving. we are kindred they just dont know it yet. stop being a coward and be my dang friend already >:(
definitely gonna finally look into a psychiatrist once my new insurance card comes to get on some dang amphetamines
Death Grips had such a legendary run & I got into them at the exact right time to see them live before the end, can’t even be that mad at it. Hope Stefan has many peaceful days ahead of him painting with his cat now that this chapter is over.
(Also if they changed their minds and decided to tour again once or twice just for fun & a little extra scratch that would be perfectly fine and acceptable, tee hee)