StillNoLeftLeft

joined 7 months ago
[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 10 points 4 weeks ago

Yes, all my life. Even on any sort of social media, including here. I have long ago stopped trying to "get in" which used to feel pretty soulcrushing when I was younger. I stick to my neurospicy immediate family and partner now

At work, hobbies etc. I am always seemingly very well liked, but they don't allow me into their actual thing, not all the way in at least. If I leave or stop going to something, nobody ever asks where I went. I had a workout center I went to for almost ten years with several women who I always chatted with before and after the classes, they had intimate little parties and stuff, I was never invited to those. But they were always very friendly with me. So it's odd.

At work my co-workers had a party that they did invite me to and I went. Then they made plans there for going together to a march a few months later which I never got a message on, went to the march with my partner and saw the group there who happily all said hello, but had decided to not include me or invite me. So it keeps happening.

Before I understood I am neurospicy I always just thought that I must feel somehow hard to approach or am just different somehow, sometimes I thought I am somehow broken. These days I get it, sort of. But it still feels very lonely at times and I have no real friends to turn to because of it. The few I had growing up have all been scattered into the winds and it is what it is.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 8 points 4 weeks ago (1 children)

"How men with testicles spar"

Haha, hahaha, hahahahahahaha. I can't with this shit.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 6 points 4 weeks ago

Also the whole penis as a weapon-thing from Will to Change inevitably comes to mind. These types of guys imagine their bits as some sort of front-bearing swords and have an entire theory about it. It's hilarious.

Oh woe is me with my hidden from sight bits that make me communicate indirectly.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 31 points 4 weeks ago (4 children)

These types of guys continue to remind me of this:

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 7 points 4 weeks ago (1 children)

Oh man, when covid started and there was the initial surge of solidarity we had a thing where everyone would play Sandstorm from their homes, balconies, phones at the same time weekly.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 5 points 1 month ago

It isn't on the bds list so I didn't know. It's also the food I can still afford to buy around these parts, but thanks for the heads up.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 3 points 1 month ago

They have also started to sell the vegan "lax" now which are basically just sliced carrots marinated in liquid smoke and spices. This I always make for Christmas myself as it's very easy. It's very good on rye bread.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 3 points 1 month ago

It's called rapsi in my native language and most definitely has nothing to do with ****. The word comes from latin and basically means turnip.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 4 points 1 month ago (3 children)

I'm comparing this to the meat versions and this one was basically like eating mortadella or very close to that. Also got one with no added seasoning, but haven't tried that one yet. But yeah, this one was good. I've also gotten those cardboard ones or ones with just weird floury taste so it's hit and miss.

There is one other brand in my country that is a lot like this Lidl one and was my favourite before, but it is very much out of my budget so rarely do I buy it.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 2 points 1 month ago

This was 1,99€, it's still not cheap by any means.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 16 points 1 month ago

I do this too and it's distressing seeing the consent building machine at work. In my local context it offers a lot of alt right, male rightwinger and war hawk content by clearly well funded but not mainstream ghouls. All male panels and also lots of religious and conspiracy stuff. No left wing content here as far as I've seen.

These come up no matter what sort of gardening or houseplant care video I am watching, it seems to push the reactionary stuff everywhere if using it anonymously.

[–] StillNoLeftLeft@hexbear.net 5 points 1 month ago (3 children)

The term "canola" denotes a group ofremovedseed cultivars that were bred to have very low levels of erucic acid and which are especially prized for use as human and animal food.

I don't think the word here has anything to do with uhm, what I think you are implying.

The term derives from the Latin word for turnip, rāpa or rāpum, cognate with the Greek word ῥάφη, rhaphe. Natopedia link

In my language this plant is called rapsi. Has no connection whatsoever to sv.

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