EDIT: this has been paid. thank you sm

seriously about to cry rn. like you guys don't guilt trip people or assume they're a piece of shit or anything. the amount of humanity you guys have astounds me. i feel like i've been a burden on people my entire life and it's been such a fucking struggle clawing my way tooth and nail out of the hole i'm born into. it doesn't feel i'm some worthless person on the leftist sides of lemmy. people accept me for who i am & believe in me and i just really want to say thank you bc i really have needed something like that these past few years. i'm gonna have a degree by may and it might not be the one i wanted but it'll be something, a stepping stone to better places and things. i'll be the first in my family with one.

sorry to babble forever about that. overcome with emotion wasn't really any sort of understatement. but, on the note of my degree. i need to pay 25 dollars to parchment to transfer my transcript over to my new college. & for whatever reason, even though my transcript from my previous college reflects my AP credits from high school, I need to be scalped even more and pay 15 dollars to the CollegeBoard to send my AP scores to the new college as well 🙃. i didn't really anticipate these charges not being payable to my bursar account, and i still haven't found a permanent job since losing my cashiering position. i'm really stressed bc i might not be able to go to the classes i enrolled in if i can't get this 40 dollars sorted by the 19th. there's people who need $40 dollars more than me for sure but getting my degree really means a lot to me so that probably influenced my hesitation posting here again, sorry.

edit: my cashapp is $jwmgregory

It's weird having to ask random strangers on the internet for help. I just started my 20's pretty recently and don't have any sort of support network irl. Idk ig I'm just really scared rn. the world will crush me up & spit me out and there's nothing I can do about it. It feels hopeless. I don't know what else to do rn while I apply to jobs. how can I be expected to "just go get a job" when that costs money? Merely existing costs money!? It's like the longer I'm in a bad spot, the further in the hole I roll down :(

sorry to briefly rant. I ended up losing my cashiering job at a big corporate store a week or so ago. It was for reasons outside of my own control. My funds dried up so quick. I don't know how I'm gonna pay my rent and not get evicted this month. everyone is acting like it's my fault bc I was supposed to have savings somehow? I made less money every check it felt like, what was I supposed to save?? Anyway. Maybe it's me, and I'm just a dipshit who can't be an adult like everyone else. Regardless. I haven't ate anything other than a bag of microwave popcorn I found in the cabinets of my apartment 3 days ago, and before that I wasn't exactly eating like a king. I feel like if I don't do something soon I'm gonna be in such a worse spot. i would really appreciate if anyone would be able to spot me a few dollars to eat today. it would relieve a world of stress off my shoulders to just have one big meal rn. my cashapp is $jwmgregory, same as my user here. thank you sm to anyone who even reads this. ik that this is very rambly but i'm not of the clearest head rn, sorry for any mistakes and ty for your time.

edit: 2 individuals donated enough for me to eat and i appreciate the help sm. i have my food situation squared away for now. i suppose i won’t take this post down bc i truly can use all the help i can get rn and still am facing a lot of trial and tribulation. but i plan to pay back the 2 people who cashapped me once im in a better spot, and do something else to pay forward the kindness whenever i can. bless & i hope that myself and everyone else can find a better way forwards

Hello,

This is an issue that has been previously discussed on the github as issue number 602, however it has been marked as resolved. I’m at work currently and cannot peruse the github much more to see if there is any discourse about this currently or if anyone else is still experiencing this on iOS, but I just wanted to spur any sort of discussion to be had about it here, because it makes certain communities borderline unusable.