Oh, I just realized what you meant by the flow of time. I meant ‘kicked in’ like a door.
mrosswind
joined 1 month ago
Really it’s that once the emotions started ramping up, I’ve been putting myself out there and taking chances with people in a way I never did before, and so far none of the chances have paid off. I’ll do anything to not feel numb again though.
HRT has massively expanded my capacity to feel emotions just in time for me to spend the last month having them kicked in.
Best decision I ever made.
Don’t worry about it